Is This Normal?

So I have a boyfriend who is the most amazing man ever but I have all of these urges lately. I’ve always had guys drool over how long my legs are or how nice my ass is but lately the attention has been getting to me. I’ve been dressing more slutty at every turn it seems. My neighbors have definitely taken notice when I go out for my afternoon walks. They are all married middle aged men with the classic dad bod. But something inside of me wants to do the unimaginable. I want to fuck all of my married neighbors. I want to be the slut that their wives aren’t. Do the things their wives won’t do. I can’t be the only one who thinks like this...