One of our neighbors is dyeing. Like many she did drugs, smoked and drank like a fish and now her body is said enough.

She cannot get treatment through the county. I am not sure why, other than her mother says she did something stupid.

When her mother first moved here, we were good neighbors. I gave her rides, brought things, let use our phones. In the end, they turned out to be one way of giving. You know, I only see you when I want something. And when we need anything... Where are they?

Okay, when I say her daughter she is in her late forties. I have never heard anyone say anything nice about her. Each time I have seen her around she has been drunk and fighting with someone.

Anyway her mom comes over and wants me look something up on the Internet. Montel Williams has free drug thing. She wants me to look up over a dozen medication and spend hours on this one site for someone who has nothing to offer and who never did a damn thing but drink.

I will tell you after an hour I stopped. They were in no way going to do a damn thing for me in return. There is a library. Take your butt down there and go.

I am sorry the county says no more.

No, I will not spend any more time on her. Someone else needs those drugs more. Some child or teacher, or productive person can have the medication.

I say let her drink. Let her smoke. There will be one less bitchy drunk in the world.

I am making a choice, just as she made a choice to do all those things that are killing her. I am choses to not help.

Some folks are users. I chose to no longer be a resource for people who do not give anything back... I did. I got shit back. I do not wish to give any more. Not to them.

Sorry, but I think the world will have more peace without her.