Swinger To Whore

Am 46 now, been married for 15 years and 5 years ago my husband and I started to swing. 3 yrs ago we were joined by an older guy, early sixties, who fucked me hard, spanked and verbally abused me. I've never come so much and couldn't t stop going back for more. My husband encouraged me, a couple of times together and then more often than not just me and my lover. After 3 months he started to get me to suck his friends when we were out and then one day told me he had someone coming over and I was to be a good little whore. I watched the other guy give him some money then he told me to take the guy into the bedroom. The guy wasn't that attractive and the sex was over quickly but I was so turned on that I'd been sold and was just a sex toy. This went on for a few weeks before my husband said he felt it was getting out of control and I had to break it off. Even now I get wet thinking about being used and how im a slut but I've also been a whore.