I Felt The Urge From The Earliest Age

My parents were divorced and I lived with my dad. He had a fabrication yard and spent 12 hours a day there. Next door to us was a boy who also lived with his father and who's father was the manager of a hotel. We hung out together and had all the time in the world. One afternoon we went searching in his father's room and and found this shoe box with polaroid pictures. It was my first exposure to gay sex, men fucking. There were several dozen, all of when his father was a young man.

I immediately was attracted to cock pictures, even unintentional cock pictures. These were grown men and there was a large share of cock sucking and several of male penetration, his father with his dick in another guy's ass. When looking at those pictures I identified with the guy on the bottom, the guy with the dick in his mouth. I convinced him to give me one picture which was pure cock shot, a dripping hard on.

We should have focused on his dad but we didn't, we went through the pictures and masturbated to them, focusing on the cocks and ass and not the face. At that time we jerked off, and we did jerk on each other. I loved holding his dick in my hand and I was called to put his dick in my mouth. It wasn't long before I was the one face down on the bed and he was the one on my back, struggling to get his dick in me.

At the fabrication yard was an old welder, he was big, sunburned, with white whiskers. He was always nice to me and I dreamed of seeing his cock. I got to see his cock one day when I followed him into the dressing room and saw him whip it out to pee. To me a monster cock, big, thick and my butt puckered up. He saw me admiring it and he held it out a bit longer for me to get a full view of it. He asked me if I liked it, if I did I could touch it. With his cock in my hand he said that if I really liked it he could use a kiss. I kissed his cock, and he rubbed his hand through my hair.

The day came when I was bent over a stack of sacks of cement in the shed. My pants were down and he was lubing me up, and his mighty cock slipped in. All kinds of feeling ran through me, but pleasure was the main one. I had found my element, it was what I was born for.