Secretly Wanting More Gay Sex

I have been out of town for over a week now, while out of town I craved cock, I dreamed about it, I fantasized about it on the plain home, while at our family visit while family was all around me I set where no one could see my screen and checked out sniffles and hard cocks with others only a few feet away, no one knew I was checking out dick pics,
When I got home I tried to get my regular guy to let me come suck his cock off, but dang his Gf and room mate where both there, I hope someday they both find out I sick him off a few times a week, and I get to take care of his room mate as well and his girl calls the shots, I want to be a regular bottom cock sucker, cum lover to the three of them, just my hopes