She Looks Desirable

I can't believe I am actually writing this but lately I have been having some fantasies about a cousin. I won't use her real name so I'll just call her Amy.
Amy is 6 years older and is pretty and sexy. Blonde with a nice body. Whenever I talk to her or see her she always calls me "honey". It's always a turn on. That's when I look at her and think what if? I love her looks. She has a nice set of tits and a desirable ass. I think of all kinds of kinky sex with her. I would love to lick every part of her body leading up to eating her sweet pussy. I would love to devour that sweet blonde snatch. Just to have her stand over me riding my face so I could make her cum in my mouth. I would love to 69 with her. I just wish I could get close to her and make love in every possible position. I would love to passionately fuck her from behind grabbing her hair and then turning her over to wrap her legs over my shoulders and when I'm ready to cum have her put her mouth on me as I release my cum in her mouth. I doubt this will ever come true, but I needed to confess.