Seperation

My husband and I separated for 5 months last year. He couldn’t deal with marriage, parenting and long work hours. My mom let me move back home with the kids. After about a month men started flirting with me. I was starting to enjoy my freedom of marriage. I told my mom a man asked me out for a date. She talked me into contacting the guy and planning the date. We had a teen date , cheap meal and a movie. At the movie I pu his arm around me. He wouldn’t make a move so I put his hand in my blouse. After the show while walking to his truck he said it was no way I was going home tonight. We went to his apartment and had a romantic night of sex. I really enjoyed myself. My mom smiled at me big the next morning when I returned home. We went on dates about every two weeks always sexually satisfied . I started having occasional lunch sex with a married coworker in my car. After lunch sex one day my husband come over and wanted to go have sex but I didn’t with my coworkers remaining cum inside me. I started occasional sex with a college guy. He would have sex anytime I would let him. After 4 months my husband really got adjusted well and we started trying to work on our marriage. I had gotten my college figure back. I did want to make my marriage work but I enjoyed other men which I had never had before. After 5 months we moved back home on a Saturday evening after I had all night Friday sex with a guy. I cheated twice after we got back together but decided no more cheating. I really enjoyed being wanted by other men. I do flirt sometimes but pull back to keep control.