Living Straigh

Being gay, feminine and a feminist just doesn't seem to work. I have tried to be unfeminine but it's not me. Toning down my feminist sentiments is frustrating. Being not gay has been a rollercoaster. Man on top is difficult, I like him well enough but I am emotionally cheating with a girl at work.

I am working with a lady counselor on restating my feminist views into a more neutral tone. But GI Joe is for me just not saying anything. Did the get him in my heart thing having his baby, but I can't quite put my lady coworker out of my mind. I broke down my issues this way. I am feminine, which GI Joe loves, tone down my views when speaking with GI Joe, angering him is unwise, gay I can't change, be GI Joe's baby Momma and somehow convince him that Miss Coworker is a special friend and I won't step out with her but I want her to be my best friend.