I Just Need To Let Everything Out. Please Reply

I need to let everything out and I'm so glad I found this website. I love sex. I love porn. I love talking about sex. I think about sex daily. I love touching myself. I love trying new things. If your wondering, no I was never abused or anything like that as a child. But also...I started young. I started experimenting when I was about 12 years old. At 12, I sucked my first dick (he was my age also). We were just playing around, I think we both got interested, started touching each other. It felt so good to have his lips on mine. We didn't even know what we we're doing. We were just like, "oh this feels good, do it again, why does it get bigger when you touch it, what is this white stuff?". After that, I was constantly horny. Horny at school. Horny at work. Masturbating about every day. The first girl I had sex with was 17 and I was 14. I got adopted by a woman when I was 15. At first I didn't think of her like that, but then one day, I was super horny and she was down stairs in the basement. I was like...I wonder what her panties look like? So I went into her room and opened her drawer. I saw a pair and suddenly I just got mega-horny. I jacked off with them for the first time. The next day, I went a step further. I went into her room naked, layed on her bed with her panties on my face, some on my dick. I stroked it until I came. I accidentally came on some of hers and freaked out. A part of me was wishing she would have walked in and saw me right as I was cumming. Then she walks over and licks it up. Thats what kind of freak I am. I've also been with a trans girl. Yes, I sucked her dick and she came in my mouth. I dont know even know what I am. My family and friends see me as this normal dude. I watch sports, play video games. Dress normal. I just want to talk about sex all the time. I love it. Please reply, ask me questions.