Am I An Exhibitionist?

About a year ago we had a new neighbor move in. A young guy, Danny, probably in his mid-late 20’s. He is a good looking guy that I admit I have watched work out on his back deck. He is about 6 foot tall and fit. I have not felt all that sexy in years, but still it is obvious Danny likes me. He always finds an excuse to talk to me when I am outside and has come over three or four times, each time my husband was not home.

I get ready for bed around 7:30 at night. I have a vanity by a window that faces Danny’s house. When the AC kicks on the curtains move around but I never though anything of it. I usually sit at the vanity in my undies and take off my make up before I get in the shower or bath. A couple of weeks ago, It was right after time change, I heard a loud crash outside. I couldn’t see out the window because it now got dark early and my lights were on. So after I got my pajamas on, I went and looked at the camera footage. I was home alone so I was not going to go out there. I was relieved to see it was just a raccoon tearing my garbage cans apart. The camera though catches the corner of Danny’s deck and I could see him leaning way over and straining to look at my window. I realized that he could see my in my underwear at the vanity and it turned me on to know he was watching. I was shaking uncontrollably.

The next couple of nights after, I left the curtains gapped a little and made sure the AC fan was on. I even went out in the day to look at it and I was surprised that he could probably see about half of my room. I kept checking the camera footage, but I could only see part of his deck and he probably didn’t need to lean over to see now. I imagined he was watching but became disappointed that I don’t know for sure. So I dug out our old go pro and set it on the railing of our deck facing his.
I wasn’t disappointed when I looked at the go pro. He was standing there in the shadow of his deck, wearing only shorts and watching me get ready in my underwear.

Last week, I came out with nothing but a robe on. I casually faced the window and and put my hair up, to seem like it wasn’t intentional. I was shaking like crazy and soooo turned on knowing what I was about to do. I opened my robe and stood there fully exposed to Danny. It had been years since I got naked for a man besides my husband. I started to take my rings off while I was standing there and placing them on the vanity next to me. Because I was shaking so bad, I dropped one on the floor. I turned around and bent over to get it, imagining Danny watching me naked with my ass up. I was shaking so bad and was so wet. When I watched the go pro, Danny stood there watching me and stuck his hand down his pants to play with himself, O started to touch myself watching it but waited. When my husband got home, I could hardly wait for him to walk in the door. I pinned him to the couch and fucked his brains out. He asked me what got in to me, I wanted to tell him but I did not.

The next day was even better. I was feeling more brave. I opened the curtains a little further and dropped my robe again. I kind of wanted Danny to know. I took some lotion and began to rub it in facing the window. I rubbed my breasts and had a small orgasm as I did. I got butterflies in my stomach when I started to rub crotch. I came almost instantly and got so weak in the knees I had to brace myself on the wall around the window, pushing the curtains wide open. I continued to cum for a good minute or more before I walked away to finish getting ready. Again when my husband came home I pounced on him. He asked what has gotten in to me and I said I don’t know, it must be the time change.

When I watched the go pro from that night, the next day, it got even better. Danny was standing there is the shadow watching me. He never seems to wear a shirt, but when he took a step to the side, I could see he was naked too! I watched him stand there and jerk off to me! I watched it again and masturbated to it, knowing he was jerking off to me!

Later when I went out to get the mail, Danny conveniently came out too. It was so awkward. He stated at me for a minutes and smiled. Finally I said hi and he did the same. I could feel myself blush and get shaky again. He uncomfortably said, if you ever feel like stopping over for a drink I would like that. I said, good to know. I smiled and went back in the house.

It’s been 3 days snd I haven’t been hosting my evening show, I feel really strange about the whole thing and kind of guilty. Also, I don’t think my husband can handle anymore sex, we’ve been going at it everyday and twice on Saturday and Sunday.

I have never done anything like this before and I don’t want to cheat on my husband. I mean if I was single that would be different. I’m kind of regretting that I did this with my neighbor but really turned on all the same.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 16, 2020 at 1:19 PM

Well, yeah, you are an exhibitionist. At least a little. Even though you've restricted yourself to a private show with an audience of one, you're still getting off on the idea of being watched at an intimate moment while you're getting undressed.

You said at one point that you wanted Danny to know. With how quickly he came outside to bump into you and invite you over for a drink, do you think he knows that you know he's peeping?

Since he's come back for several shows, I have to ask, what bra size are you? Was your pussy exposed while you were putting on your show? Are you shaved? Did your show include obvious masturbation with fingers inserted in your wet pussy?

Lastly, do you feel the urge to do it again; if for no other reason than to see if he's still watching your window for more exposure?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 16, 2020 at 1:55 PM

I can not even believe I am answering this. But just talking about this gets me going.

I do think Danny knows that I know.

I am a 34 D and have big aureolas that I used to be embarrassed of but I’ve been told are sexy.

I was totally exposed from head to toe, I am shaved entirely on my lips with just a little hair on top. I am sure he saw my pussy, more than once.
The window is floor to ceiling, I think the masturbation was super obvious.

I have fantasized about doing it again when Danny has a group of male friends over. I have also thought about taking him up on a drink snd more. But I probably wouldn’t do any of those things. I don’t think I will put on any more shows for him, I just kind of want him to forget this ever happened.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 16, 2020 at 2:32 PM

Curious, but your husband knows something is getting you turned on. Has he ever shared any fantasies with you.? Maybe he would like to watch the show too or even join in?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 16, 2020 at 2:34 PM

Are those big areolas in a high contrast color that makes them very visible on those big tits? Are your nipples large and obvious as well?

Even though you had that knee weakening orgasm while you were standing at the window, did you continue to masturbate after you regained your balance? Did you have a second orgasm?

Keeping it short, if you want to keep things semi-private, don't give in to the urge to do this again while Danny has company. There are too many guys with high dollar, low light video cameras on their phones. Unless you want your own Pornhub channel, keep the dr**es closed or your underwear on during the evenings that it's obvious he has friends over.

If you think he knows that you know and those last few explicit shows were for his enjoyment, you can always pop over for a drink in a thin t-shirt or blouse with no bra so those big areolas get a chance to shine through. You can either leave the tease right there, or you can explain you give him a show since it seems to give you both pleasure, but that the only cock you're interested in servicing belongs to your husband.

If he seems accepting of those terms, you can always offer to put on a closer private show that includes full nudity and masturbation then and there as long as he realizes he can look but not touch and that he has to return the favor and masturbate for you while you're putting on your show.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 16, 2020 at 3:11 PM

OK, last response. My husband is good in bed, but not very adventurous. I think his fantasy is probably doing it with the lights on. lol, Just kidding, but sometimes I want him to want to try more.

I am very pale, so my areolas are pink. They are puffy. I don't know how else to describe them.

I had one orgasm and leaned against the wall until I finished cumming. Like a minute or so and I was naked with my legs spread. This both embarrassing and exciting to me.

I don't think I will ever be brave enough to put on a show for Danny's friends. Also, I probably won't be brave enough to go to Danny's and talk about what we both know, much less put on a private show. But I'll make you a deal. If I do, I'll make a post called Danny's Show Part 2. ; )
But thanks for giving me something new to fantasize about.

Nite nite everyone. Almost time to get ready for bed.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 16, 2020 at 7:16 PM

That's really a shame that your husband's not that sexually adventurous.
I agree with the other posters that you don't wanna take a chance showing Danny's friends what a sexy neighbor he has. He may have told them already and they may be checking you out, so be content to know that anyway.
I understand the thrill of showing though. My wife and I have had some adventures where she was nearly nude and sucking me off or I was fingering her and there's no doubt some folks were watching.
Gives us both a kick.
Can't wait for this damned virus to be over so we can have some semi-public play again.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 17, 2020 at 8:12 AM

As you lay in bed at night and ponder if you should give in to your desire to feel a young hard cock slamming deep into your pussy think about this.
You are just another notch on his bedpost.
You own the pussy and therefore you control the cocks that enters it.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 22, 2020 at 11:20 AM

Please update us Joie

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 28, 2020 at 4:34 PM

I can relate to the OP. After I was a young married my husband came home to inform me that he had just chased off some teenage looking boys peering in our windows. I was shocked, alarmed and... aroused. I had heard about Peeping Toms and seen stuff like that in movies but I had never in real life. Without thinking about any negative consequences I slowly started leaving our curtains and blinds open a tiny bit more and wearing less. The biggest change for me was daytime nudity when I had the apartment to myself. For a long time I didn't know if the guys ever come back or what exactly they were seeing but it gave me a buzz thinking about it.

At our apartment's laundromat I eventually learned from my neighbors that my Peeping Toms were teenagers in our building and came by to peek only at night. I can't tell you how mixed I felt to learn all of this with them not knowing I lived in the apartment that was being spied on. I was both horrified and proud. I can't explain why had to really bite my tongue that day to not brag that the teens were spying on me and I was more than fine with it.

Now knowing that my personal peepers weren't coming around until after dark got me into involving my husband more. I was too nervous of any bad reaction my husband might have so I kept him in the dark about why I was becoming much more adventurous with him after dark. I kept up making sure my peepers get a great show until we moved. I still keep my curtains and blinds a little open but that is more for my memories.

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