I'm one angry man. I honestly don't like the feeling, I just can't seem to help it. I'm not abusive to anyone, in any way, and never have been. Just wanted you to know that before I rant. These are thoughts I've kept bottled up for years.

I was a military policeman for 10 years, and I can tell you first-hand that 99.9999999999999999% of all people (especially adults and spoiled, angsty-for-no-good-reason teenagers) are completely worthless, dumbass, two-faced jizz-buckets. Here are just a few of the things that I hate.

I fucking HATE drug dealers. From the top of Shit Mountain (cartel leaders) to the bottom of the colostomy bag (street dealers). If I were God for half a day, every last one of those filthy, shit-sucking toilet stains would begin dying slow, horrible deaths. They are the #2 reason that society is on the verge of collapse.

And I fucking hate drug USERS. They are the #1 reason that society is on the verge of collapse. I hate it even more when drug users whine and cry about how their lives have ended up so miserable, ironically, because of drugs! Well guess what, you knuckle-headed, weak-willed fucking MORONS? You KNEW what drugs would do to you BEFORE you ever took your first hit!! I have no sympathy for you! None!! You knew!. You DESERVE your misery! You practically ASKED for it! Asked for it, hell, you freaking PAID MONEY for it! Don't come crying to me, sub-moronic asswipes!

There's not a single person on the face of the earth that DOESN'T know what drugs do to people! If I paid some thug to beat my ass with a baseball bat, don't you think it would be pretty fucking stupid of me if I complained about the pain afterwards? How can people be so fucking DENSE????

I also hate people with no COMMON SENSE. Blaming murders on video games! Stupid pricks! 50 years ago you didn't see any pussy-ass eggheads blaming a bank robbery on the fact that the guy watched a movie about a bank robbery, did you? Course not.

What the hell has happened to God Damn common sense and sanity????????

The sorry-ass, belligerent, dickheaded ass-clown who pulled the trigger is the freakin' GUILTY PARTY, asshats! Is an alien race beaming a "stupid ray" down on the human population? Are there only 293 human beings on the earth who are immune to it? WTF is WRONG with people?

And since when should a stupid, shallow, worthless piece-of-shit show like AMERICAN IDOL be a more newsworthy item than a MISSING CHILD in North Dakota? That airtime (national news channels) could have been used to aid efforts to find that little girl! "Court TV" were the only ones (national) who cared enough about that missing child to carry continual coverage of it.

Jesus Christ! I don't give a RAT"S ASS about some glory-hound minded, shallow motherfuckers who's greatest ambitions in life are to be worshipped by mindless human sheep! Fuck American Idol! Watch something educational! Watch the History Channel! Don't let the fact that you may actually LEARN SOMETHING frighten you! Watch A&E!

God I'm so tired.

And while I'm at it, just where are you anyway, God? Where were you when that innocent, beautiful, helpless little girl vanished in Minot, North Dakota, while millions of spell-bound zombies watched news stories about American Idol on Fox News and CNN?

I would have saved her, if I could.

Where were you the day our beautiful, 12 year old son passed away in Johnson City Tennessee, April 14th, 2003 ?

I would have saved him, if I could. .........

Well, that's the answer I expected. (No answer at all) If you were standing before me, in human form, I would tear your fucking throat out with one hand. And you'd better know I mean it too. If you even exist.(?) You know, most days I feel as if there's only about 10 people on this entire, stinking cesspool of a planet that I give a tin-whistle about. THATS ALL.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 4, 2007 at 10:59 AM

I agree with you 100%.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 4, 2007 at 12:19 PM

I think your anguish has unbalanced you. Your post reads like 2+3=16; you go from a coprophilic rant about visceral truisms to equating trivial fluff like "Am. Id." with unconcern for "missing children" - all quite wide of the mark. Blame-ing "god" for your personal tragedy and the state of the world also seems like a symptom of some misplaced, inappropriate affect - regardless of your religiosity, or lack thereof.

You had better put in for counselling.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 4, 2007 at 4:27 PM

First let me say I am sorry for the loss of your beloved son. Truly a horific event that gives you the right to question God and ask "why?". Sad to say, there is no answer. At least not an answer that will take away your pain. I don't know if one can truly recover from the loss of a child.

Like the other writer, I agree with you. We're going to hell-in-a-hand-basket. It's hard not to think about all that is wrong with the world. If you think long and hard enough, it will totally consume you and kill your spirit.

All we can do is to keep breathing. Try to be a good person. Care for each other. Embrace each other. Try to find the good in people. Surround yourself with people that you love. Appreciate the people you have in your life. As you know, first hand, life can be way too short.

I hope that by writing what you did you feel better. It's good to get it off your chest. Learn to control your misery. When I'm really upset, I try to imagine my misery as something I can hold in my hands. I can ake it out of it's box, punch it, kick it, scream at it - and then put it back in it's box. Knowing it's always going to be there, just on my terms.

Don't let your anger and pain win. Many people that use this site don't seem to believe in God. I do. I'm not some "holy-roller" but I do pray. And I will add you to my prayers tonight. And I will pray that God will give you the peace that you need and to twice-bless your angel in heaven.

Kind regards,

A concerned reader

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by Anonymous on Jan 4, 2007 at 4:53 PM

Thank you for your kind words.

And I also want to apologize for the excessive profanity in my post. I just felt as if I were at the end of my rope. I HAD to vent.

I can't say all of those horrible things to my wife, she's in a more vulnerable emotional state than I am.

Thank you.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 4, 2007 at 6:14 PM

<i>I think your anguish has unbalanced you. Your post reads like 2+3=16; you go from a coprophilic rant about visceral truisms to equating trivial fluff like "Am. Id." with unconcern for "missing children" - all quite wide of the mark. Blame-ing "god" for your personal tragedy and the state of the world also seems like a symptom of some misplaced, inappropriate affect - regardless of your religiosity, or lack thereof</i>

Unbalanced? Yeah, maybe. Maybe my thoughts <i>were</i> "all over the map." Could anyone blame me?

Actually, just a few kind words, from a complete stranger, calmed me.

No offense, but you were not that stranger.

Why must people dissect/internalize everything?

Sometimes people just get mad because life sucks, and it doesn't seem fair, or right. It's that simple.

Sometimes things happen that are completely beyond our control. Most people can't <i>help</i> but get mad about that. Even you.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 5, 2007 at 9:27 AM

Hello again,

I wrote messgae 2953 last night. I've been thinking a lot about your message. I'm glad that your feeling a bit better today. There was so much emotion in your letter that when I re-read it this morning, your frustration comes through so clearly and it's all so true. The whole thing with drugs, there should be a special hell for those people that sell drugs, exspecially to kids.

In 2005, my sister's step-son, messed up on steroids and God only know what else, got into the trunk of his car with a can of gasoline, closed the trunk and doused himself in gas an killed himself. This happened in Norwood, Massachusetts. Unbelievable. We can't even begin to ask why he did this. A nice, smart boy with a promising future. So you se, my friend, I can relate (in a small way) to your pain.

Keep in touch and let us know how you are doing. Even strangers like myself, thousands of miles away, embrace you and feel for you. Keep breathing, my friend. Peace.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 7, 2007 at 11:17 AM

don't blame drug dealers and the coming collapse of society, american society, on GOD. don't even blame american idol on god, blame it all on the liberals- the hippies. its true. ever since 1967, the US has gone to hell because of them. they're the morons who let criminals off easy for 'insanity,' they're the fucking bastards who LOOOOOOOOVE illegal immigrants, who LOOOOOOOOVE the drug dealers, give them our tax money. its all their fault. they're all so LIBERAL WITH EVERYTHING. NO DISCIPLINE. -let the world be entertained rather than educated. idiots.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 7, 2007 at 3:02 PM

It's me. There is no God.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 7, 2007 at 4:51 PM

I knew it! I knew you'd pop in and drop the "there is no God" on this topic, I was just waiting to see it! How about giving this poor guy a break and offering some sort of support and we'll tackle the God issue at another time, okay? He really could use a lift and not more crap thrown at him. Be a sport,just this one time. Peace, my friend! :o)

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 7, 2007 at 5:57 PM

<i>Posted by: anonymous on 07/09/2006 01:27pm
Hello again,
I wrote messgae 2953 last night. I've been thinking a lot about your message. I'm glad that your feeling a bit better today. There was so much emotion in your letter that when I re-read it this morning, your frustration comes through so clearly and it's all so true. The whole thing with drugs, there should be a special hell for those people that sell drugs, exspecially to kids.

In 2005, my sister's step-son, messed up on steroids and God only know what else, got into the trunk of his car with a can of gasoline, closed the trunk and doused himself in gas an killed himself. This happened in Norwood, Massachusetts. Unbelievable. We can't even begin to ask why he did this. A nice, smart boy with a promising future. So you se, my friend, I can relate (in a small way) to your pain.

Keep in touch and let us know how you are doing. Even strangers like myself, thousands of miles away, embrace you and feel for you. Keep breathing, my friend. Peace.</i>

I'm sorry about your sister's step-son. Yes, I can feel her/your grief keenly.

And don't worry about me. I'm much too worried about what would happen to my wife if I did something stupid to myself.

I won't be going anywhere (of my own choosing) anytime soon.

Bless you for your concern though.

Like I said to a poster a few days ago, sometimes all it takes is to hear a few simple, kind words from a stranger, to soothe a tormented soul.

<i>You</i> were that stranger.

I'll keep checking back here, every few days.

In the mean-time, I hope all is well with you, and everyone you love.

Good Night, my new found friend.

Steven

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 9, 2007 at 4:02 PM

Hi Steven,

It's nice to know that a few kind words can go a long way. You had mentioned that you were 10 years in the service. What branch were you in? I've worked as a civilian liason with the Marines for many years. My curremt troops are nick-named the "Wolf Pack" in Bahrain. This fairs well with my Cub Scout "Wolf Pack" that have formed some special bonds with these troops. I've had this troop of Marines since 2001 and by the looks of things, we'll be doing this for a long time.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 9, 2007 at 4:50 PM

Everybody has problems.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 16, 2007 at 3:40 PM

What a profound comment! DUH!! Everyone has problems...gee, that's so deep!

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 16, 2007 at 4:24 PM

How's this for a compound comment. FUCK YOU.

Everybody has problems including you. That means in case you didn't know that the original poster is not the only person in the world with problems. I can't be worried about his problems. I don't even know the guy.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 17, 2007 at 2:31 PM

Gee, have some anger issues or is swearing the only way you can express yourself? Why are you reading and commenting on this since you have no intrest in the topic posted?

Didn't your mom teach you that if you don't have anything nice to say than shut the &^%$ up? Peace! :o)

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 17, 2007 at 3:12 PM

You are becoming a pain in the ass. If I can't express my opinion, then why have this website at all. Who in the hell are you anyway?

I think the original poster showed a lot more anger than I did. He needs anger management.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 17, 2007 at 3:39 PM

You're allowed to spell out the word fuck.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 18, 2007 at 7:04 AM

Who am I?? I'll tell you who I am! I'm your worst nightmare, buddy! I'm a chick with a keyboard and I'm not affraid to use it! And you my dear are probably a man with a big pissy anger issue and a very little penis.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 18, 2007 at 8:05 AM

You never got angry in your life?

I have an average size penis. An average size penis is enough for any girl. That's the first thing females say to a guy who has an issue with him and that is, "You probably have a small penis."

If you are a chick, may I kiss your ass, lick your asshole,
and wear your panties and maybe you can give me a little spanking. Oh, and maybe you can piss on my face.

There is no God.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 18, 2007 at 12:09 PM

Do I at least get dinner and a movie with that? C'mon - lighten up for the love of Mike! (By the way, that is some pretty nasty stuff your looking for, I don't think I'd be up for the task) And yes, men with little dicks are usually more uptight and agressive. Don't be pissed-off at the world for your short comings and just try to show a little compassion for the original posting. Yeah, we ALL have problems but could you just throw out a "hey, man...I hear ya!" instead of the doom and gloom God is dead and so is my penis attitude?

I'm being nice today and letting you slide with the "God is dead" stuff. Now go play nice and think about a new topic we can fight about tomorrow, okay? Have a wicked pissa night - (can you tell where I'm from by that comment?)

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 18, 2007 at 1:03 PM

I did not say I had a little dick. I said I had an average size dick in which six inches is average. I am going to assume that you like large dicks. Perhaps you have small breasts and if you do, I certainly wouldn't make fun of you if you did.

... and I don't want to talk about God. I just find it hard to believe that God exists.

How about sending me a reply telling me to kiss your ass. I love when a female tells me to kiss her ass.

How old are you by the way, not that you are going to tell me the truth.

Excuse me while I go play with myself.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 18, 2007 at 1:34 PM

Are you from Boston?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 18, 2007 at 8:23 PM

Very good! You are correct!

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 19, 2007 at 2:50 PM

By the way, the original poster has quite a vocabulary.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 19, 2007 at 3:36 PM

Hi "S" - Can you believe this dialog? Hope all's well - "T"

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 19, 2007 at 4:43 PM

Does the "S" stand for Superman?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 20, 2007 at 10:41 AM

I wouldn't knwo. Hey "S" are you into wearing a cape and blue tights? :o)

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 20, 2007 at 2:21 PM

Maybe it means STUD. Nah.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 21, 2007 at 6:19 AM

Or Super sexy, sensual, seductive and smart!....nah....!

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 21, 2007 at 7:21 AM

How about Shithead or Shitface? Yeah that's it.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 2, 2007 at 4:37 PM

<i>Hi Steven,
It's nice to know that a few kind words can go a long way. You had mentioned that you were 10 years in the service. What branch were you in? I've worked as a civilian liason with the Marines for many years. My curremt troops are nick-named the "Wolf Pack" in Bahrain. This fairs well with my Cub Scout "Wolf Pack" that have formed some special bonds with these troops. I've had this troop of Marines since 2001 and by the looks of things, we'll be doing this for a long time.</i>

Hello again,

Sorry, I've been kind of busy lately, alot of things going on here.

Anyway, I was in the USAF, from 1982-1992.

Served most of my time at GrandForks AFB, North Dakota, 322MSS, and 843MSS. (same squadron, renamed back-and-forth)

That wing is now (has been, for several years) shut down. In between that time I served a brief (one year stint) at Thule AB, Greenland.

Just wanted to answer your questions, and again, thank you for taking the time to listen. If there were more people like yourself in the world, we would all be a little better off.

Regards,
Steven

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 15, 2007 at 4:34 PM

Hi Steven -

How's life treating you? Things better this month? I hope all is well, drop a line when you have a chance.

Peace!

T.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 15, 2007 at 5:17 PM

Are you a psycholoist saying men with small penises are usually uptight and agressive? What about men with big penises like me?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 15, 2007 at 5:18 PM

He is probably still to pissed at God, someone who doesn't exist.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 15, 2007 at 7:06 PM

Hi Godless writer,

How are you doing? Still fighting the faith?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 16, 2007 at 8:07 AM

Yes.

Is this the chick from Boston.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 16, 2007 at 11:39 AM

Sure is. Please don't start in on me about how horrible the Red Soxs are doing, I'm a Pats fan!

Peace!

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 16, 2007 at 3:31 PM

I like the Pats also but I don't care who wins the Super Bowl, just so it isn't the Pittsburgh Steelers. I am from Pittsburgh. Please don't ask me why I don't like the Steelers. I just don't.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 16, 2007 at 4:30 PM

wow.. you mean we actually agree on something? :o)

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 16, 2007 at 6:07 PM

I think that you are probably a great looking chick.
Are you? Are you between 25-35 years of age?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 17, 2007 at 6:15 AM

Well aren't you the charmer! Sorry, I'm an old lady..48 - BUT! I sure had it when I needed it! :o)

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 17, 2007 at 7:07 AM

48 isn't old. If 48 is old then I must be ancient. I will be 62 in December.

I would still like to do with you what I wrote on reply number 2978.

I wished I knew what you looked like so I can picture me doing those things in reply 2978.

Give me a description of you.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 20, 2007 at 1:36 AM


Posted by: anonymous on 08/21/2006 11:07am
<i>48 isn't old. If 48 is old then I must be ancient. I will be 62 in December.
I would still like to do with you what I wrote on reply number 2978.

I wished I knew what you looked like so I can picture me doing those things in reply 2978.

Give me a description of you.</i>

You're pathetic. This is a <b>confession site</b>, not adultfriendfinder.com.

I bet you're one of those people who use the internet to lure women to your house, and they end up inside an industrial 55 gallon barrell.

I mean, you don't even know her, at ALL. If she secretly likes a little dirty talk, fine, but you have no way of knowing, one way or another.

In the meantime, treat her like a lady. Or is that a foreign concept to you?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 20, 2007 at 8:15 AM

Why don't you mind your own business.
I am not hurting her. If it bothers her, then she will let me know by replying or not replying. She obviously chose not to reply so it probably bothered her but I am not going to worry about it. Obviously it bothers you more than it bothers her. Of course, you could be her boyfriend or husband or girlfriend or maybe this is her reply. So don't you worry yourself about it.

By the way, I am not the kind of person you think I am like you stated. I would never hurt anybody so leave me alone.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 20, 2007 at 8:17 AM

Oh, by the way, she doesn't even know me either so quit your belly aching.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 26, 2007 at 3:14 PM

How noble of you to come to my aid! Yes, my other poster friend lost me with his last remark. I have enjoyed this site, but I don't go for all the down and dirty stuff. Not a prude by any means, just not my thing. I assume this is Stephen? If so, how've you been? I hope all is well...
If this isn't the original poster of this topic, thanks anyway for the kind words!

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 26, 2007 at 3:41 PM

This is why I do not believe there is a God.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 27, 2007 at 4:08 AM


Posted by: anonymous on 08/30/2006 07:14pm
<i>How noble of you to come to my aid! Yes, my other poster friend lost me with his last remark. I have enjoyed this site, but I don't go for all the down and dirty stuff. Not a prude by any means, just not my thing. I assume this is Stephen? If so, how've you been? I hope all is well...
If this isn't the original poster of this topic, thanks anyway for the kind words!</i>

Hello,

Yes, it's Steven. And you're welcome.

It just bothers me to see people talk to complete strangers in that manner. As a matter of fact, that's one thing I could have easily put in my original post.

People (well, most people) just have no respect for anyone, or anything, anymore.

After my original post one person made the remark that I need anger management. Maybe it's true, maybe not. But either way, I can tell you one thing for sure. When I'm feeling frustrated and angry, I find an outlet for it (such as sites like this) to vent, rather than take it out on someone. I would never speak to anyone, stranger or loved ones, in that manner. I was simply raised to treat people with respect.

Have I ever gotten angry with other people, to their face? Sure, I'm not gonna lie about that. But I can <i>assure</i> you, they <b>deserved</b> it. As in, blatant disrespect to me.

As far as the perv who was talking to you like that, well, I can only say this. I wonder how he would feel if he found out that some complete stranger was speaking to someone <i>he</i> cared about in that manner. Wife, daughter, niece, whatever. But, in my experience, people like him (and his ilk) are those types of peolpe who can't be reached.

In other words, if he does it, fine. If someone does it to him, "What did I ever do to you???"

I know the type, believe me.

Anyways, yes, I'm doing Ok, thanks for asking.

Been busy helping my wife put some of her stories on our computer. (She's an aspiring author, with one book pending publication)

Hope to talk to you again soon.

Steven

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 27, 2007 at 6:22 AM

Get over it. Subject closed.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 27, 2007 at 2:37 PM

Hi Steven,

Glad to hear things are going well. What type of stories does your wife write? That is something that I'd love to do someday. It's on my "list"!

Keep in touch...

T.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 27, 2007 at 2:57 PM


Posted by: anonymous on 08/31/2006 06:37pm
<i>Hi Steven,
Glad to hear things are going well. What type of stories does your wife write? That is something that I'd love to do someday. It's on my "list"!

Keep in touch...

T. </i>

Hi "T"

She writes Romance/Love stories.

She's been writing them far longer than we've been together, and has always been shy about anyone else reading them. She has BOXES full of notebooks filled with stories, more than we could ever hope to put out and be read in our lifetimes.

Anyway, after our son passed away, I was constantly trying to encourage her to find ways to fill the void in her (our) life, since he was gone.

I finally convinced her, after two years (and one suicide attempt later) to try to have some of her work published.

So I helped her submit one of her favorite stories to Publish America, and that book is now pending publication, as I mentioned in my previous post.

Baby steps....

Regards,
Steven

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 27, 2007 at 7:11 PM

You replied to the wrong reply.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 28, 2007 at 3:37 AM

Can you write that again in English please?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 28, 2007 at 12:18 PM

HI Steven,

How exciting for her (and you!) I hope that she gets published. Tell her to pick up Janet Evanovich's book, "How I write", very nteresting for someone looking to get in print. You're right about the baby stps. This is a HUGE one. It will be good to focus on something positive and productive. Talk to you soon...

"T"

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