Feel Like A Slut

I cheated on one boyfriend when I was in college, that was with another girl and he didn't care. I got married to my husband when I was 21 and pregnant. I have not slept with another man, or woman, since our starting to have sex when dating. Through the years, he has cheated, and I found out, we've had other rough patches but I never cheated. I can't say that anymore. About 4 months ago my husband was away on business for a few days. Clee the 16 year old who helps with our pool and lawn due to my husband traveling, was in the pool after cleaning and I went out. We started talking, and he was staying in the pool. I was in a bikini, which I can still wear and look good, I weigh only 5 lbs more than I did as a svelte college girl. He wouldn't come out because he was hard. I got in the pool next to him (privacy fence so no one can see when we skinny dip) and as we were talking I purposely bent over with my chest into the water. With this bikini the water always pulls the top down and exposes my boobs. He sees my 34C chest and plump, very erect nipples. I reach for his crotch and then pull his head to suck on my nips.

I got him to admit he'd never had sex with anyone. Seems the most he ever did was feel his girlfriends tits, not even suck on them, and felt her crotch with her wearing jeans. Even then, she stopped him. We started fucking that day and did multiple times a day until my husband came back home. Even then for the week he was home, he didn't have sex with me, so I would meet Clee someplace and have sex. After a while he stopped being awkward, and was really doing anything I wanted to get me off. I finally got him to be quite good and I cum multiple times, which I've never been able to do before.

It's been 4 months, and I didn't do it to get even with my husband, I was lonely and in the past 4 months since I've started with clee, my husband and I have had sex only 9 times. I make myself available to him anytime, and at all times, but I think he gets it from his secretary before he comes home. I feel terrible about it, I feel like a total slut, a whore, and I just can't stop. I love the sex, love that I can teach someone to do what I like and he does it willingly. A few weeks ago I let him in my ass, something I was introduced to by another woman, but my husband won't do as it's too "dirty" to him. So I take teen cum in my mouth, in my vag and in my bottom. I never feel as whorish as when I'm in my marital bed with Clee buttfucking me like he can't stop. I feel every huge spurt of his cum no matter where he puts it.