My Husband Saw It

I really need to get this story off my chest and hopefully someone can tell me I’m not alone.

My husband is on the road constantly even in these pandemic times leaving me to take care of my own needs at 26 which sucks. I love my husband I really do but I was so stressed at work I broke down in front of my co worker Jason and told him everything at the end of work on Friday just as we were about to leave. He consoled me and made me feel better and offered to drive me home since I normally Ubered to and from work. On the ride home I again was feeling super lonely and horny and I glanced down toward Jason’s crotch and noticed a very obvious erection. We were just pulling into my driveway when I grabbed it over his pants and said “please come inside” we immediately began making out and quickly ran inside. We ripped off our clothes and I dropped right to my knees and took him in my mouth. I immediately could tell how much bigger he was then my husband and I felt it when he began blowing my back out. I didn’t hide it either telling him he was so much bigger repeatedly. Not even kidding it was my 1st time fucking a guy with a dick over 6 inches and it totally changed my mind about the size doesn’t matter conversation because it absolutely does. He obviously made me cum multiple times before he announced he was about too as well. I spun around and quickly directed his cock toward my face and got a face full of cum.

With me slowly pumping his still rock hard cock face covered in cum I suddenly heard the bedroom door open. My husband came home early from his trip to surprise me. Unfortunately he caught me dead in the act face covered in another mans cum and THE WORST PART, he clearly saw The size of Jason’s cock. He was frozen in shock as Jason scooped up his clothes and sprinted past him to leave. I looked at my heartbroken husband with tears starting to form in my eyes as I realized how fucked this situation was all along another mans cum slowly dripping down my face. He left for about a week barely speaking to me. I felt terrible but wanted a chance to explain myself. Which I did get too and promised to never do again but there was few problems that weren’t going away which is why I needed to tell this story. 1st problem is I can’t even lie and say he wasn’t bigger than my husband because my husband saw it wasn’t even close and he keeps saying he can’t get it out of his head and it makes him feel like less of a man, he says I probably loved the way he stretched me out and how deep he could go in me. I don’t even lie when he brings it up and just say I’m sorry. The 2nd problem is how much I love the power of making my husband feel this way. For 1 I now know how sex is supposed to feel with a real penis and I can’t stop fucking Jason. My husband doesn’t know he works with me so I have been “staying late to get work done” while I have Jason fuck me over the desk. My husband and I finally had sex and I couldn’t control myself, I wouldn’t really fake anything and just to help get me off when my husband had me in doggy I kept saying “deeper please go deeper baby”. He literally stopped when I started saying that grabbed a blanket and pillow and went to the couch without saying a word. I grabbed my dildo and made myself cum to the thought of my husband watching me fuck bigger men. I’m not sure what to do next

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 20, 2020 at 2:10 PM

You have three options Jess, one of which is a million to one longshot, but I'll tack it on at the end for the sake of completeness.

Option 1: The long road filled with self denial that ends with a semi-happy marriage. You kick your hung lover to the metaphorical curb, do lots and lots of pussy tightening exercises, buy a much smaller dildo, and devote yourself to making your husband feel good about you, himself, and your marriage.

Option 2: Keep going like you are and continue being Jason's personal whore and cumdump. At some point your husband will tire of your worn out c**t and decide the divorce is worth the cost. I hope no children are involved. You can take this option nuclear if you time it right and your husband walks in on you servicing Jason and five of his better hung friends. If you go for nuclear, make sure Jason is prepared to let your ass park at his place until you can find a place of your own. [What? You didn't think he was going to let you move in permanently did you? There are plenty of other lonely wives looking to fill that void with a big cock. Don't expect Jason to be your long term solution.]

Option 3: Find whatever button it is that makes some men get off on the humiliation of seeing wives and girlfriends spread for, fuck, and suck hung guys. No idea what the trigger is but you see confessions on here every few days by men who get terminally horny from watching or hearing about their wives being total whores and sluts. If you find that hidden button, mash it down hard and tape it in place. From what you've said so far, it would take a major [million to one] change in your husband's mindset to get him to accept that you won't be faithful and only want big cocks now.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 20, 2020 at 2:36 PM

So I’m one of those guys. I married a cheating slut of a wife. I get off when she tells me about the guy she just fucked with a bigger cock. I love kissing her after she’s had some dude I don’t know cock in her mouth. She gets off on finally being herself. She’s always been a cheater. And a slut. But not a whore, yet.

Maybe your husband can be convinced to accept a role as a beta cuckold. I advocated that with my wife from only a couple weeks in our relationship. But the difference is my wife tells me about it. Right away. She has a 24 hour window to tell me she fucked a guy. Otherwise it is cheating.

So maybe you tell your husband the truth about what you want and need. And what role you want him to play. Is he also allowed to fuck others. If not like me then he’s a cuckold.

Btw she’s only allowed to fuck. No feelings. Our marriage cums first. She can for sure go and hang out and go camping. And fuck. But NO feelings.

So figure out what you want and need. Don’t lie to him or your self. Tell him what you want, and been doing. Be accommodating to him and his needs. And be fully ready to be kicked to the curb and divorced, or a possible new role as a hot wife.

Honestly, your marriage will never be the same. So good luck.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 20, 2020 at 2:40 PM

I am a guy like commenter #1 mentioned in option #3. My wife has been with loads of men before we met, and has told me what she did with all of them. I actually love hearing her stories. It makes me horny as hell thinking of her fucking and sucking all those guys. Fast forward. I have encouraged her to seek out a lover if she needs more than I can give her. All I ask is that she tells me everything. She has been fucking and sucking at least 3 other guys, which turns me on beyond belief. The one I like hearing about the most is a guy who is hung like a horse. I love it when she hooks up with him! I can't wait to go down on her after he's punished her tight little bald pussy. She tells me how incredible his big fat cock feels when he fucks her "Way" better than I ever could. And she LOVES to suck his cock. I love it when I come home from work, and she plants a nice wet kiss on my lips, and says, "I have BIG surprise for you". And then proceeds to tell me how well he fucked he pussy, and her mouth. I'm hard instantly, and can't get my face between her legs quick enough. Some men thrive on their wife's adventures. I'm one of them.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 20, 2020 at 4:29 PM

Or hubby could get a penis extension to put on and fuck you silly with.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 20, 2020 at 6:07 PM

Here's a suggestion that I haven't seen offered. How about taking hubby's average cock and letting him fuck your ass. It'll be plenty tight, will feel like something much bigger to you, and you can keep it as his exclusive fuckhole, making him feel better about you slutting around getting big cock fucked.
To be honest, if I were your husband, I'd force you to take it and use just enough lube to get in your cheating whore ass and fuck you til you can't sit for a week.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 20, 2020 at 6:26 PM

I'm an old guy and have been married several times.
From experience I can say one thing for sure.
It's your marriage : if you truly love each other, think outside the box. Be creative.
You can make up whatever rules you want that work for both of you.
Commenter #2 nailed it with 'no feelings'
You can love your husband and still fuck other guys if you make it work for him, make it special for him by incorporating into your sex life with him.
My last wife was a stay-at-home housewife and we had some problems before we finally started going to swinger clubs and talking to other couples to get info and to open up to new ideas.
She had had guys over while I was at work and it turned out that that wasn't all that uncommon.
So we made it work for us by seeing what turned us both on.
So she began again seeing guys at home while I was at work.
She would usually be naked all day at home and I liked the thought of that and she liked that I did.
The guys were usually our guy friends.
Some were guys who would pay her, which turned us both on.
Some were guys she might meet and thought they were hot and she gave her number to and had traded texts and pics with which she would show me and get my input.
She always called to let me know if something was going on, and it became something she was always excited to be able to share her turn-ons with me.
She often greeted me naked and wet and full of cum when I got home from work.
She genuinely appreciated being a wife who had the security of marriage yet that kind of sexual freedom only an unattached single woman might have.

So IOW, if you love each other, take charge of your marriage and together make it whatever you want it to be sexually.
Best of luck to you both.


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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 20, 2020 at 8:53 PM

Divorce him an stop wasting time

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 25, 2021 at 11:52 AM

He probably wants to watch.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Apr 16, 2022 at 9:15 AM

to the wife who is married to Jason or was u guess. If you were my wife you would nt even be alive and i would have set your ass on fire

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Apr 16, 2022 at 9:18 AM

to the wife who is married to Jason or was I guess. If you were my wife you would not even be alive and i would have set your ass on fire

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Aug 23, 2022 at 8:04 AM

you have a good Husband. I am very different. i would have beaten you with a baseball bat and then set you on fire if that happened to me

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Mar 18, 2023 at 11:36 AM

wow i am shocked for this reason. if my wife ever did this she would not live long enough to write about it like you got to do and i why i said wow because i was shocked you were still alive.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 12, 2023 at 3:17 PM

I look at the situation differently. She was not a virgin when I married her and neither was I. I agree with the above. sit down with a glass of wine and talk to him. Tell him how much you love him and tell him it is only physical. Then ask him what really turns him on, and do it, no matter what it is. Ask him if he would like to fuck another woman or have a 3 some. Find out what his inter feelings are and make it happen. If he would like to do another women talk about swinging. Watch some porn together. Be verble about what you are watching. He will either come around or divorce you.

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