What Should I Do?

I’m a married very str8 masculine man, no one knows I like gay sex too.

I have different experiences over the years, I’m more str8 and have been married two time, for the most part I love str8 sex, but being married it’s not always regular!

I have meet a few guy on sites for sex of different ages over the years, none of them under age ,nor will there ever be!!!

Over the last week one a site I visit there is an 18 yo boy who wants to meet with me, I’m old enough to be his grandfather, he’s got a nice cock and want to explore with me, I’m torn between giving him advice to not do this kinda stuff and us TOTALY enjoying each other’s bodies, he’s wanting to top me, and I want it, but he lives at home ,not far from me, he invited me to his home yesterday while his parents where not home, I declined...

Not real a good place to meet, but I feel we prob will ,he wants it snd I can’t help but think about it, y’all’s thoughts please, for me it’s just amazing sex, but I don’t want to bend his branches in a gay sex direction