Nobody Knows I Dress Up In Girls Underwear And Hookup With Black Guys

Since I was about 7 I've enjoyed dressing up in girls clothes by the time I was 12 i discovered that I very much enjoy things being shoved up my butt. After a while of "borrowing" my moms dildos and buying cucumbers from Walmart to fuck myself with. I knew I needed more I also already knew from the porn I always ended up watching that I was attracted to very large black cocks. At this time I'm 14 and I'm not sure how to go about finding other men "discreetly". So I found out about Craigslist and I went to Walmart and stole a few different thongs and took photos of me in them to attach to my post titled "whiteboyinneedofBBC" ; it didn't take long before dick pic after dick pic started coming in. I have a big bubble butt for a guy so it wasn't hard to find interested tops. After about 6 messages the one came in. It was the most incredible cock I had ever seen!!! It was about 11 to 12 inches and about as thick as a beer bottle. I was mesmerized and made sure that man knew it. After a few messages and me lying about my age saying I was 18 instead of 14 (he was 32). I told him I had lost my license and couldn't drive so he picked me up from my parents house and we drove around for a bit to find a secluded spot. I showed him a fishing spot i used that was covered in trees and infrequently visited and he agreed it was a good spot. He asked me if I was nervous in which I replied yes this is my first time with another man. He was very understanding and I appreciated that. Once we got far enough in the woods I stripped down to nothing but my thong and bra and got on my knees as he stood right in front of me i could already see a huge bulge through his jeans. I unbuckled his belt and pants and slid his pants down and his giant cock popped out and lightly hit my face and at this point my jaw is completely dropped and my mouth was watering so much I was drooling. I grabbed it with both hands and started sliding my lips over the tip gradually getting it deeper and deeper once it got to the point where he was in the back of my mouth I was so in to it I just forced my face all the way on it his balls on my chin and he gasped and said oh my God you're amazing I was able to hold that position for about 30 to 45 seconds until I threw up. I was so embarrassed and frantically apologized but he said its okay and we just washed off in the lake real quick. After that he asked if I was ready to get fucked and I just smiled and grabbed his cock and said I was born ready. I slowly walked over to a tree and stuck my big booty out while holding the tree. He walked up behind me and started eating my ass and it felt so amazing! After a few minutes he stood up and I could feel him sliding the tip up and down my butt crack then the time had come and he slowly but surely started pushing that beautiful behemoth inside of me once the tip popped in my legs started shaking i was getting stretched so good. Inch by inch he gave me every last bit in the first thrust and then held it there for a minute before thrusting out and right back in super fast. It hurt so good with every pump. After about 5 minutes he asked how I was doing and I said amazing give it to me harder daddy and that he did. He grabbed my hips and started fucking the absolute fuck out of me for a good 10 to 15 minutes until my legs gave out and I couldn't stand. So I then layer on my back and he pushed my legs as far back as he could and started giving me every bit with every stroke. Words cannot express how good it felt. At that moment I knew I was addicted to BBC I wanted to worship big black cock everyday. Once he was about to finish he asked me if he could cum in my mouth to which of course I said yes. So he scooted up and shot the largest cumshot i had ever seen in my mouth to my surprise I loved the flavor and texture in my mouth. I gargled it around a bit and swallowed every drop. That seemed to impress him. After that I continued fucking him at least once a week for about 3 years but it wasn't exclusive i would still my CL posts and there were a few times where he shared me with 6 to 7 of his buddies all at the same time. I'm now 26 and honestly couldn't even begin to tell you how many black guys I've hooked up with i lost track around 30 or 40. Surprisingly I've only caught herpes and chlamydia twice. And I've managed to do all of this without anyone finding out. I've even gotten fucked while wearing my finances panties. There a even multiple videos uploaded of me taking black cock on porn hub. Maybe every one will find out eventually but for now I'm going to keep taking dick in the closet