Becoming Feminine

About 15 years ago my wife and I stopped having sex. One she had menopause lost all interest in sex. Two I lost interest in her and pussy. But what really did it as far as pussy was about 10 years ago I became a diabetic but didn't know it till it was almost to late. I went into a diabetic coma for 9 days. They told everyone they didn't think I would come out of it but I fooled them all and did. When I came out of it I was in bad shape. I had poor blood flow and gotten nerve damage. I had bad pain in the feet and hands but that came back but have Peripheral Artery Disease. I lost my erections. Will hard-on meds I get semi hard now but not fully. I been bisexual since I was 14 back in 1971. I always had a feminine body type, no real muscle's not much body hair and hardly any facial hair. Plus on top of that I have Gynecomastia better known as man boobs. Over the years see a few different doctor's and they agree I have small testicles. My penis use to be 5 ins long but has gotten smaller because of becoming a diabetic from non use, better known as penile atrophy. About 8 years ago I decided to embrace my feminine side. I started taking Ovarian Glandular Bovine. It converts your testosterone to estrogen. I started pumping my breast with a breast pump to 45 mins a day. I now have a c cup breasts. My hips gotten wider my body hair has left I even smell different. Of course my wife is not to happy with me but oh well.
I dress and live as a women now. My penis and testicles gotten even smaller and I see 5 different married men for sex. I love how they want me as a women and I feel I give them what there wife's don't. I think it's just lustful sex no strings just sex. My cock dose not get hard at all now and my cum has dried up. I want to get my testicles removed hoping soon. I love it when men tell me I have a hot pussy. I love it when they suck my tits and tell me to suck there cock. I have one that loves me in red heels with black stockings a garter belt a min dress that is so short my ass cheeks hang out. He love me standing bent over the kitchen table with one foot up on a chair fully exposed. He give my ass a few slaps leaving his hand print on them pulls my long hair calls me his slut and makes me beg for a fucking.
Yep I love being used and being a cock loving slut.