I Found My Life And My Family And I Have No Regrets
At the Christmas party that year she was seven months, she was beautiful. She walked in holding his hand, he kissed me on the lips, I put my face up to him. She noticed and waved her finger at me, a naughty girl rebuke. I was standing with friends looking at her at the table where she was sitting. We looked at each other until she called me over to sit with her. She was warm, she glowed, she asked me to sit close so we could talk. She leaned into my ear "I'm relying on you to look after him, he needs you, but you know that"
We talked about babies, she didn't want to get pregnant but now there was no where to hide. She let me put my hands on her baby and feel her baby move. She called her baby a parasite living in her. That hurt me, she laughed and hugged me and promised she already loved her baby, she was stuck but she wanted her baby now. We got up and went outside to get some air.
She took my hands in hers, told me to look into her eyes. Tell her that I loved her husband, that I would die for him, go with him wherever he took me. I told her what my grandmother told me when you love a man. She asked me to come home with her, come live with her and him. He would like that, having me close to him like that. She wanted to watch me cook for him. Help her with her baby. Have my own baby.
We were young women then, 23 and 24. Together we have seven kids, over fifteen years, my youngest is three. We became housewives, after my baby was born I stayed home with her. Grandma disapproved of my lifestyle, but she knows that all I ever wanted was to cook for him and have babies. She lives with us now, she approves of him, of us. A man does what he does and the women follow. The women cook and have babies.
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