Can't Get It Up Anymore

I can't get hard anymore. My wife was perfectly content to stop having sex a few years ago, sometimes I can jack off on her naked body, I lick her pussy and she does have orgasm that way but never wants it. I missed being able to fuck.

I just decided for some reason, to look for guys. Knowing I couldn't fuck, nor cum from getting sucked, I let a married man who was about 40 fuck me. After the first few times, I got used to it and it didn't hurt. He started lasting longer and longer and I was at least getting some body contact and having sex. I would get hard enough for him to jack me or me to jack off while he was fucking me. Soon I needed fucking and he wasn't around for a few weeks and I found another man. He had some friends, I even let 4 of them all bang me one afternoon.

Now months later, I regularly get fucked about 10 times a week from a few different guys, mostly bareback as they are married and have tests. I still eat my wife sometimes and jack off onto her pussy but I like having sex, even if it's not the way I used to have it.