Holiday Cousin...

I have a cousin that I always knew was objectively hott, but I never thought anything of it beyond that. We are both supposed to be in our senior year of college and off getting drunk and having wild nights, but instead we have both been living with our parents and not having a typical senior year at all... Last night we had a small combined thanksgiving and xmas party with our 2 families, and we played drinking games with the parents and everyone here got pretty drunk.

After everyone found places to sleep, I was in my bed and he was texting me from a couch, but I ended up telling him to come to my room and he ended up in me. neither of us had gotten laid in almost a year because of COVID and we just gave in... Ive been on a rollercoaster between shame and also how good it felt to finally have sex again. I needed to say this somewhere, but I cant tell anyone I know.