Crushed To Death

As the title says, Crushed to Death. I fall hard for these women, my crush makes it hard to breathe. It becomes obsessive. If it turns intimate it flames out. If it isn't returned anger and hate and disgust replace it. Over and over again since I was a teen in puberty.

My therapist, who is a man because no woman has helped me, believes my core issue is with my essence, I am not a lesbian. He believes it is about rejection. Intimacy flames out because I am not a lesbian, rejection leads to anger and hate. Can he be right? How can a man opine about my lesbian essence?