First Time

When I was a kid I masturbated for the first time. I was in the shower and just used regular soap. Since I had never done it before the sensation was amazing.

Each time I would stroke my knees would become weak. But it felt so good. I was too young to ejaculate semen. So after this great excitement there was only a drop at the end of my penis.

But the sensation of being almost forced to kneel down due to pure pleasure was amazing. I had heard of becoming "weak in the knees" later in life.

I must confess: Perhaps like an addict and their first shot, I too remember that first time. And I would literally give anything to feel what I felt again. I've never been able to reclaim that weak in the knees feeling, but look back longingly at it. Oh to be a kid again