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I'm Having Sexual Thoughts That Make Me Confused

I'm sort of a tomboyish girl. I wear more masculine clothing, and most of the things I like are things that are considered masculine. Sometimes I even wish I was a man, and I want to cut my hair short. Most of the times I'm annoyed at how womanly my body is, but recently I've been getting these thoughts, which I'm ashamed of, of wanting to get on my knees for a man and let him fuck my face and cum in my mouth. I keep wondering how it'd feel to have a man groping my breasts and pounding my pussy, breeding me. I began watching porn and no matter what I do I can't help but see myself as the woman in the video. I get embarrassed whenever I do. I've never had these sort of thoughts before, and I don't know what I should do.

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# 48405 - by Tiff / December 11, 2020
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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Dec 11, 2020 at 1:05 PM

Just embrace and accept yourself as you are. Self love is huge and the first step to being happy and accepted by others is to first love and accept ourselves. There's nothing wrong with you or your sexual desires.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Dec 11, 2020 at 1:22 PM

Don't fret. You are only 18. You have plenty of time to play, search, mature and find your true bearings. You will see it when you know it.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Dec 11, 2020 at 1:23 PM

Go buy some sexy thigh high sheer stockings to wear while you service a man.
Then afterwards just go back to being you.
You can enjoy both sides of this.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Dec 11, 2020 at 1:54 PM

Are you a virgin to cock and tongue [men and women] both? If so, your hormones may be kicking in to get you to do something with somebody [man or woman] that's not your right hand.

If you're not virgin to other women and are typically a lesbian top because of your masculine traits, some portion of your psyche may have awoken and said "Hey you!! There are a bunch of feminine, submissive, spank my ass and cum in my mouth tendencies in here that you need to explore."

It may not fit your worldview, or your self image, but in the interest of exploring your needs, you may need to investigate some flavors of sexuality you've avoided or ignored.

If you typically take the dominant, butch role in a lesbian relationship, let your partner have the reins for a little while. See if your id is responding to the submissive side of you and flooding your pussy because you're not in charge.

If you're not in a lesbian relationship, you may need to get slightly girly and head for the lesbian bar scene [when those open again] or, if you can't get yourself to wait that long, talk about wanting to experiment with a lesbian you consider safe. If you're honest with them and even marginally attractive, you should find one who'll have no qualms about riding your face and using a strap-on on you. If that's all it takes to make you turn to jelly and collapse in the bed, good for you. You haven't changed teams, merely positions.

If that doesn't fulfil you submissive streak's requirements, the next level is traditional heterosexuality. Go ahead. Get on your knees and suck a cock. [I'm quite certain you won't have any problems finding volunteers amongst your guy friends to be your practice cock.] If it makes your c**t gush and gives you a sense of satisfaction to drink down a heavy load of cream, you're probably on the right track. Last stop on the line is penetrative sex, vaginal and anal. If those make you feel good, give you orgasms [particularly vaginal] and make you feel "complete" you're either hetero or bi - wave good-bye to being strictly lesbian.

You may still enjoy diving into a pussy face first, but every so often, the urge to have some panting, rutting man on top of you or fucking your mouth will rear its head and you'll succumb to the siren's call.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Dec 11, 2020 at 7:24 PM

You are not alone. I've never been a girly-girl. I play sports and I get the hots for women way more than I do for men. I messed around with girls more than boys when I got started with that stuff. Anyways, right when I thought I was going to be gay or at least bi I went on a really bad date with a really big, aggressive guy. The guy basically date r**ed me. I should have been upset and mad but I LOVED it. Even before he was done I basically was wishing every guy was like him in bed. OMG I became way more straight after that. I'm sorry, I still am attracted to women but I CRAVE alpha men

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