A Dream Come True

Here I am... A 48 year old woman, married with 3 kids. My husband and I have been together since high school. We have a great relationship and a very healthy sex life. We know all about each other's sexual fantasies and history. But he doesn't know this story about my first sexual experience. My first crush was the woman who lived down stairs in our basement. Her name was Linda. Linda was 19, young and beautiful, voluptuous and very sexy! When she used to sunbathe in the yard she would let me hang out with her on her blanket. We would talk about boys and makeup and listen to music. I thought she was so cool and worldly. When Linda would be dressed to go out on a date, I would watch her leave and dream about what they were going to do. I was so jealous! I wanted to be her.

One day she let me come in her apartment and she let me try on some of her things. She put makeup and perfume on me. She said I didn't look 10 anymore! She told me I looked like a girl she used to date! I was astonished. I couldn't believe she dated girls too! I asked her if she dated girls a lot. She said a few times. She said that she was bisexual. In the eighties that was taboo, especially in a predominantly Italian Catholic neighborhood. She begged me not to tell my family. I told her and swore I wouldn't.

That night laying in my bed I couldn't get the thoughts of Linda with another woman out of my head. My peach fuzz covered pussy was extremely warm and moist. I felt flushed. I lifted my night shirt up over my little pot belly and my B cups with my puffy nipples and put my hand between my legs. I had masturbated before but it never felt like this before. I played with myself as thoughts of kissing her and holding her naked body ran through my head. I didn't want it to end but then I had the most incredible orgasm. I put my juicy fingers in my mouth and I sucked on them until I fell asleep. I dreamt about her all night.

The next day was a beautiful and hot summer day. I knew Linda would be sunbathing today. When I looked out she was in her bikini, putting the blanket down and she looked up and saw me in the window. She smiled and waved for me to come hang with her. I was so excited I ran down the stairs and took them 2 at a time! She made lemonade for us. It was awesome. Just as I started to take off my shirt and shorts to show her my new bathing suit, my mom came out and said that we needed to leave and go to the store. I was so upset! I wanted to cry. As I started to put my shirt back on Linda told my mother that I could stay with her. My mother would never let me out of her sight. Before I could turn and beg my mother if I could stay, Linda said we were just going to get some sun, listen to music, she even said she'd make me lunch. My mother said that she was going to be gone all day. She asked Linda if she was sure. Linda said no problem at all. As my mother said ok and turned to leave, I'll never forget what Linda said "Dont worry, just 2 girlfriends hanging out enjoying this beautiful day!" I was beaming after she said that, I couldn't stop smiling! I never felt like a little girl when I was with her. She always made me feel older, like her equal. Just another reason why I loved her!

We were having such a good time. We were listening to Prince on her boom box. She introduced me to his music. I became the biggest Prince fan! We were reading magazines like Vogue and Rolling Stone. This was such an amazing day!

She turned over to lay on her stomach. She asked me to put oil on her back, and the backs of her legs. As I poured the oil in my hand she unsnapped her bikini top. I was so excited that I poured too much oil and spilled some. I kept saying I was sorry. She said it's cool. She put me at ease. I started to spread the oil across her shoulders and down her back. My pre-teen loins were starting to rev up again like they were last night. My bathing suit was getting soaked. As I got to her amazing plump bubble butt she pulled her bikini bottoms down just a little bit. The top of her butt crack was showing. I let out and audible gasp. She asked if I spilled more oil. I just shook my head as I continued to rub oil on her back dimples and on her butt as I touched her crack. I was starting to breath a little heavy. Linda asked if I was ok. I just nodded my head yes. I couldn't speak. Linda then told me not to forget her legs especially her thighs. I knelt down by her feet and I grabbed her ankle with my oily hands and I ran my hands up and down her calves. I then poured oil on her thighs and I massaged the oil in. Linda told me how good it felt. When my hand slid up her inner thigh my finger touched her pussy through her bathing suit. I didn't know if I was sweating from the sun or my arousal. It was probably both. Once I was done Linda said to come lay next to her.

I asked Linda how her date went last night. She said oh Tommy as she rolled her eyes. I asked what did they do on the date. Linda looked at me and smiled and then giggled. "Do you really want to know everything?" She asked. I just nodded my head with a big grin on my face. She said "ok well, he took me to this beautiful Italian restaurant. It was very romantic and very dark. We had some wine and then we had our dinners which were nothing special. I then I took my shoe off and put it between his legs. He was hard and he was huge! I couldn't wait to try it out! I crawled under the table and I gave him a mind bending blow job! You know what a blow job is?" She asked. I said "I think so" Linda said "its when a woman sucks a man's penis until he cums." I asked her "What's cum?" Linda said "it's the semen, the thick white liquid that comes out when a man has an orgasm. It's what gets a woman pregnant when they have penis to vaginal sex." I just nodded and said "Ahhh ok". Linda then took a sip of her lemonade. Then she said "After that, the dummy forgot his wallet and couldn't pay the check. They wouldn't let him leave. So I called a cab and left him there!" She then took another sip and said "Now tell me something!" I said "Like what?" Linda sat up holding her bikini top on. She said "I don't know, any boys you like? Any secrets?" I was kinda nervous I didn't know what to say. Linda said "C'mon! I tell you things! I thought we were girlfriends." I shrugged my shoulders. Then she said something that crushed me. She said "I guess you're really just a kid!" I was devastated. I laid on my back and stared at the sky as my eyes started to water. My mind was racing. I didn't want to be a little girl! I wanted to be older! I wanted her to see me as older! I looked at her and I just let it all pour out. "Linda, I'm not a little girl. I masturbate. I masturbate a lot. I even have orgasms. I have dreams and fantasies and most of them are about men. I've fantasized and masturbated about John Travolta." Then I asked her "You want to hear my deepest secret?" Linda looked at me with a very caring attentive look and said "Dani, you could tell me anything. I would never judge you and it will be just between you and me." I then sat up and sat across from her, eye to eye. "Linda, last night I masturbated and had the most amazing fantasy and orgasm, but it wasn't about John Travolta or a boy in class. I fantasized and dreamed about making love to you." She looked at my lovingly and she smiled. "You think I'm stupid now." Linda snapped back "No! I told you that I would never judge you!" I looked at her and said "I love you!" When I said that she stood up and took my hand. We went down into her apartment. She sat me down on her bed. She flung her bikini top to the floor to show me these beautiful round orbs with a white triangle framing her beautiful brown nipples. As she stood she hugged me and pressed my head to her breasts. I could smell the oil and her salty sweaty skin. It was intoxicating. I then moved my mouth to her nipple. I took it into my mouth and sucked it. She threw her head back and moaned. "Oh Dani, that feels so good!" She moaned. She then stepped back pulling her tit from my mouth and took off her bottoms. I stood right up and peeled off my bathing suit. We laid down on the cool sheets. Holding each other's naked body just like my fantasy. She slowly kissed my mouth and without any words taught me how to kiss. We kissed for a while then she told me to relax. She slid down between my legs and she started kissing my vagina like she was kissing my mouth. When I felt her tongue push into me I let out a squeal. She licked, kissed and loved me until my body started to shake. I held my breath as I felt my orgasm coming on. I felt my whole body pulsating as wave after wave was crashing into my nether regions. As my orgasm was still rushing through my body I started to weep. It was such a release. As I laid there crying she slid up, kissed my tears, kissed my mouth. She said "Shhh, it's ok... I know.... " Once I composed myself I kissed her the most passionate kiss. I then told her I want to make her feel good. As I went to slide down she stopped me. She said "You can't. I have my period." I felt horrible. I wanted to make her orgasm. She told me to lay down. We made out as she pressed my knee to her pussy and started humping it. As we kissed and she started to moan I could feel her body. She was cumming. As she moaned and was out of breath she collapsed next to me. She said "No one could ever find out!" I agreed. She also said "We can't do this again, maybe when you turn 18 and I'm 27. Deal?" As I choked back tears with a lump in my throat I squeaked out "Deal.." She then kissed me one last time. She got up, got dressed and then made us lunch. We sat at the table enjoying our turkey sandwiches just smiling and staring at each other. We didn't need to say a word. Linda ended up moving out after the summer. Even though she promised to stay in touch, I never heard from her again. I wonder where she is? I wonder if she ever thinks about me, like I think about her...