Straight Guy Experimente And Turns Gay

Growing up I was always curious, literally and figuratively, so even though I've never found guys attractive the same way I do women I've always thought the idea of gay sex was super hot. I figured it was just due to it being something considered taboo at the time and more intrgued by the idea rather than the act itself. I did very well for myself with women during college, so I never really got the opportunity to experiment until I was 27.

I had just broke up with a girlfriend of 3 years and wanted a rebound lay, except this time I thought I'd finally satisfy my curiosity and get it out of my system. Well, I eventually found a guy my age who liked to cross dress and since that's something that really turns me on, I chatted with him for a bit before setting up a time to meet. We discussed kinks but decided since it was my first time he would just suck me off. That plan evaporated almost instantly when I walked in the door and couldn't help but start making out with him.

It was obvious that he was a guy dressed as a woman, but he looked so sexy in stockings, wig and lacy lingerie. We were together for probably two hours and when we weren't making out I was eating his ass, kissing down his and body, sucking him and getting sucked, 69, frotting and essentially hit every checkbox aside from fucking (which we would later check off after multiple future hook ups). I was hoping that once it was over I'd have scratched that itch and could move on, but it was some of the most passionate, erotic sex of my life and I was hooked.

That was maybe 7 months ago now and since then we have hooked up about 3-4 times per week. I still don't find guys physically attractive, but God damn do I enjoy nothing more than holding each other naked and kissing deeply as our cocks grow against themselves. He never bottomed before so I went easy, letting him ride me to control the pace, holding his hands and horny out of my gourd feeling how tight he was. I loved watching his hard cock leak and bounce on my chest, running my hands across his ass and thighs, putting him on his back and passionately making out while having the most mind blowing orgasm ever as I shot everything I had deep inside him; I absolutely loved it all and now I'm conflicted.

It's been no questions the best sex of my life, but since I'm only attracted to women physically and want to have a family some day I don't think it's something I can keep doing. I haven't even attempted to date or hook up with women since we've been meeting.