My Secret Fetish

WARNING - this is gross I know

I had sex first when I was 19 it was with another woman who was 42. After about 4 months I let her be the first to break my hymen. She used three fingers, I bled, then she put her strapon in me. Then I let some guys have sex with me. Despite anything I have a secret fetish that I don't let anyone know about. I just can't because it's so disgusting.

To me, peeing and pooing have always had strong sexual overtones. I don't know why it's just the way I am. When I was with the older woman she and I both would leave the door open to the toilet when doing our business. I always snuck a peek at her. She eventually in the shower peed on me and I on her. That was the extent of it. I had one boyfriend who would watch me pee and poo on the toilet I eventually got him so we would pee on each other, again in the shower.

I first peed and poo'd for sexual outlet when I was about 15. Even still I like to sit in the toilet with plastic on the floor and poo while I'm sitting there, it comes out and smashes all over my bottom. I always pee when I'm pooing and that is all over too. I lay in it and rub myself. Sometimes I take a little on my boobs, I tried it on my face cheeks but didn't like that. Once an adult and on my own, I would go out at night and pee and poo my pants in public and walk home. I took it even further and went out at dusk with a white skirt on and no panties and peed and poo'd while sitting on a park bench. I walked home that way.

I really like it, I can't bring myself to let anyone know how much I enjoy it and have sex with me that way, but I wish I could. I won't live with my current boyfriend because I can't have my time for my secret fetish. I hate that I can't just say it out loud but I can't.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Dec 16, 2020 at 1:33 PM

I had a major pee fetish with my ex girlfriend. She would pee on me and then I would return the favor. We also enjoy spit swapping a lot. I haven't found anyone else who is into this since her.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Dec 16, 2020 at 5:05 PM

You are not alone. There are more like you, we just don’t admit it either.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Dec 16, 2020 at 6:14 PM

One night I slipped my finger gently into my wife's beautiful butt and was surprised to find it dirty. So hot I didn't even hesitate to suck it clean. hasn't happened again but I'd like it to.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Dec 24, 2020 at 9:06 PM

I know its really messed up but I would rim you and be real excited when you started to poo.

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