Interracially Cucked

Didn't know where to put this so put it in anything goes.

So today I noticed that a girl I really like and have been talking to has gone on holiday with another guy.
He's muscley and good looking and he's black.
I saw pictures of them together with her in her bikini and him standing behind her. She looked so pleased with herself, so smug.

The thought of them fucking every night on a lengthy holiday wouldn't leave my mind. I started to imagine what it would sound like if I was in the room next door. Then if I were there watching and before I knew it I was as hard as a rock. So turned on by my embarrassment, my inferiority.

I never really stood a chance, black genes are superior. Now the thought of her getting dicked down by the best dick she's ever had turns me on so much.
I don't have the facilities to please a woman like that, I never have. It's my place as a white beta male to watch women I find attractive realise that black men are superior and ignore me. I saved a screenshot from her Instagram story to beat my useless meat to later