Anal Massage

I posted this on MEN ONLY but though might be worth posting here too...
This is a message for all straight men...
If you are gay or bi you will already know all about the bliss of anal massage and stimulation. Mostly through the penetration of a penis in your anus.
I am a married bi sexual male nearing 70. I have taken many penises into me.
Each night after my wife has gone to bed, I spend 30 minutes or so nude in our pool.
First I mix a pina colada, and then I undress and slip into the pool.
Once there, I rub my hands over my body...massaging my neck, pits, pecs, abs, thighs and of course my penis.
I enjoy my pina colada and relax...
I become erect with the anticipation or sexual bliss.
Then I start to work on my anus.
The first time I was penetrated, I was 28 then, the guy who made love to me told me to relax and push out like I was taking a shit...I did exactly that and he slid his well lubricated penis up inside me. I felt no pain at all...just sheer pleasure.
So in my pool at night, I start to work my anus, pushing out as my wet index finger slides up inside me. I gasp as my finger feels the inside walls of my anus...the soft ridges...the flesh of my sexual haven.
Then I touch my prostate.
A tingle surges through me.
I gently massage it. My index finger pushing softly against it.
Many gay and bi sexual men experience a softening of their penis as they are penetrated. The thrust of a penis into them takes command and they soften. For some they just get harder...
These days, at my age, I get soft.
My focus is my anus and my prostate.
My penis goes limp as I work the inside of my anus. My body tingles...my nipples become erect and swollen. I suck the index finger of my free hand, playing with my tongue and the inside of my soft wet cheeks.
I am alone and sexually intense.
As my anus opens I slide a second finger in. Both fingers work the inside walls of my anus and encircle my prostate.
I close my eyes and become totally at peace. My body in equilibrium.
My anus totally accommodating my fingers.
And yes...my penis is soft...I am nowhere near ejaculation.
I continue to work my anus...contracting my anal muscles, gripping and releasing my fingers as I would a penis buried deep inside me, pushing a lover towards ejaculation.
I finger fuck myself for , oh, I guess 15 or 20 minutes. Devine.
Then I gently pull out and suck my fingers...
A few deep breaths and then it is time to focus on my penis. I lift my body onto the edge of the pool. I spread my lets and gently rub my shaft, lubing it with gel. Closing my eyes, I usually recall a time when I did that at a gay resort in Bali...when a attractive guy swam across the pool and put his head between my legs and sucked my penis until I exploded down his throat...that is enough to get me very hard...I masturbate until I am about to ejaculate and then slide back into the pool just as my thick jizz spurts into the warm water.
So many straight men miss, I fear, the bliss of anal stimulation. It is not "gay" to get turned on by your most inner self being pleasured.
And hey, maybe push the boat out and take a hard thick penis into that inner place one day. Who knows? You might love it the way I do.