I Feel Disgusted With Myself

I got on Grindr and had a guy come blow me. He seemed young when he shows up, so I asked him to show me his ID he was 21 so I let him have access to my cock. Young short Mexican America guy goes to town blowing me and jerking me off. Wasn’t to good at it but I let him do his thing and only got my way briefly when I asked him to swallow all of my cock which is bigger that average but not huge... (we all need to learn how to handle a cock specially if we are gay). I came in him mouth without warning and he swallowed all of my cum. I then asked him how he knew he was gay and he answered that some creek got him and made him suck his cock in the earlier part of his life. It made me feel terrible and disgusted with myself. I was contributing to this poor dudes trauma. FML! I feel sick with myself. I’m a very sexual person but with consenting adults, even though he was a bit to young for my liking, he was 21, an adult for all means but the fact that I learned about his Truman makes me feel sick.