Gay And Enjoyed It

When I was 17 y o. this goes back 51 years ago. I was riding in a car the driver put his hand on my leg close to my crotch. My heart started to race my body began to tingle I was excited and had feelings I never had before. My cock got a bit hard. He then moved his hand onto my crotch and began to caress my cock through my jeans. I cum a little. He ended ended up sucking my cock twice that night to completion.

A man I was dating when I in my 50's asked me if I remember my first experience with a man I told him what I posted above but in greater detail.

He says I was Raped

I say I was not

When he touched me

I didn't move

I didn't say stop that

I didn't say pull over let me out

When he touched me

I felt excited

My body tingled

I got hard

My heart was racing

I willingly let him have his way with me
People say it's wrong but it felt so right. I was straight when I got in that car and bi when I got out. In my 40's I had so much experiences with men I considered myself gay. Gay 68 yo now and still in the closet

If you believe I wasn't r**ed like I do
Hit that's juicy

If you believe my lover in my 50's is right hit WTF.