My Sex Fetishes

I am married as I write this confession. And im hoping to see some solutions here about my sexual fantasy.

There was a time with my Ex-girlfriend. I went drinking with my buddies and when I came home, outside the door I can hear that she is talking to someone with her flirty voice on. Then I found out that the door was unlocked. I should have caught her on the act but I chose not to because I am enjoying the way she’s talking to that guy. But yeah, I barge in anyway, and she was surprised to see me, knowing i heard everything they’ve been talking about. I asked her who was that and she told me it was nothing. I knew it she was lying so I immediately pulled her close to me, made her bent over, i spit on her already wet pussy and started hard fucking her. She was enjoying it and so I am. I was asking her if she was cheating on me and every single fucking time she said no, I would thrust so hard and deep into her. We did various positions. Her pussy was dipping wet and he asked me to cum inside her. I double creampied her pussy that night and cum on her mouth as well. I love the way she lie.

I don’t know what to call this fantasy but I am really enjoying the thought of being cheated on. I even imaging sharing my wife with other guy. But I just cant do it.