Discovered My Feminine Side

After I went through prostate surgery I lost the ability to generate an erection. It was psychological devastating, I was 55 and my life was over. I went to group therapy at the suggestion of my psychologist. I met a man there, a bit older, who put it to me as the opportunity to feed my feminine side.

With his help I met men who liked men, I sucked my first cock at a get together of older gay men, enjoyed being the pleaser and was rewarded with a mouthful of manhood. It took a bit longer to give it up, allow myself the pleasure of being the one on the bottom, and recognizing these men enjoyed little intimacies, kissing, hugging, spooning. The truth is I found great pleasure in being feminine, being the passive receiving partner, the thrill of a hard cock in my mouth, of having Brutus load my ass up with his cum.

I miss my cock, I have found sensitivity of sorts, but now I rely on my mouth and the sensitivity of my anus for pleasure. It's also psychological, having Brutus on my back pumping his cock in my ass just feels good. Feeling him cum, feeling him withdraw, feeling his cum leak out down my thighs, seeing his satisfied eyes makes me feel good.