Paid The Price For Cheating

He caught me, I tried to deny it, it didnt work. I could leave the marriage with nothing or take the ultimate punishment. He spanked me whenever I didn't things wrong, sometimes with hand or paddles even his belt. I hated the belt. I got the belt 4 times over a week after he caught me. My back, my butt, the backs of my thighs were bruised and showing marks.

I had to get rings though my nipples, one through my clitoris, and he had me shave and I went to the tattoo artist. He put in very small letters "whore pussy" on me. I had to pay him for it, out of money I made, not out of our bank account. It's right above my slit so it is covered when I grow my hair in full. He has not let me do that, and had me shaved most of the summer, including while I had a check up with my OB. My sister saw it when I was stepping out of the shower and she came in to ask me a question. She definitely had questions after seeing it.

I'll never do it again. I'm so humiliated.