Back Then

When I was a kid I had my first homosexual experience when I was only eleven. It was with an older boy who was sixteen.
He talked me into getting naked with him and messing around, which I thought was exciting and a lot of fun. We did this together a couple of times, then he said that he wanted to put his dick in my butt and he did that. I know that he took advantage of me, but I didn’t object. It was quite an exciting experience, and while he as doing that I started squirting and it was unbelievably intense.
I was kind of surprised afterwards that I had let another boy do that with me. I barely knew what sex was and having participated in was quite incredible.
I let him butt fuck me about a lot after that, and each time I would always get so excited that I would start squirting. To me this was just the best thing.
I was very nervous and worried though that someone would find out so eventually I stopped seeing him. It was about four years later that I had anal sex with a friend who was my own age, but with him it just wasn’t as exciting and he was very demanding and pushy and treated me like a substitute girl instead of another boy. I discovered that I really wasn’t gay.