I Never Thought I'd Like It...

so a few weeks ago I was hanging out with some friends at my buddies brother's house and we were drinking quite a bit for a couple hours. Then the 2 guys I knew left and said they'd be back. So I just hung out and chilled his bother looked a little scary cuz he was like 6'5 260+ but he was really friendly so I was comfortable. After about 10 minutes or so he walked to the other room and called me in after about 5 minutes and when I walked in he was completely naked and rock hard. Up to this point I thought dicks that big were only in porn ... first reaction was to freak out but to be honest I really liked what I saw. For as long as I can remember I've been into bbc porn and now it makes sense why. I asked him what he needed and he very politely asked if I wanted to suck his dick. To which I replied " honestly yes I very much do". So I walked up and got on my knees and grabbed that monster and started sucking going deeper and deeper quickly realizing that I apparently don't have a gag reflex so I was able to throat every bit of his 10+ dick. After about 10 minutes he shot the fattest load i had ever seen. I gagged at first but was able to swallow most of it.
At this point I thought we were done but then he asked if he could fuck me and I agreed. I've never had anything hurt so bad and feel so good at the same time. I never thought this would be the case but I guess I'm gay at the very least BI because I loved it and I've been with him 16 times in the last 3 weeks