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Women Only
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Straight Female / 30
I Sucked Up And Tossed In The Towel
I graduated from college with my degree in Architecture in 2013. After being away from home since high school I returned home to figure out to study for our state license and look for a job. Being away had empowered me, I came home surer than ever about women's future.
A dinner where my parents invited some friends over and during dinner an argument erupted over women's rights. I advocated loudly, the husband stood and shut me up calling me an albatross, not fit to eat. My mother called me away and from the kitchen we heard my father apologize to his friend and tell his friend that now that I was away from college I would meet the man who would put me in my place, he said 'fuck her like the bitch she is'.
I looked at my mother, she told me my mouth was going to ruin my life, that I was a bitch and I was one more outburst before my father threw me out. And yes, she agreed with my father,
I needed a good fucking from a man who wasn't going to take my shit.
I went upstairs and called a friend and went to her house. I moved out to stay with another friend. I flunked the state license exam. I got a job working as a draftsperson until I passed the exam. I met a man there who invited me to go camping. I camped with my parents, knew my way around the campsite. After setting up camp he told me to set up to cook, he was going to go catch some trout.
He came back and gave me fish to clean, to cook. I kept my mouth shut but I was getting angrier and angrier. He told me to clean up, and get my potty duty out of the way as we were hiking at first light. The tent was too small so I had to sleep beside him. I told him I wanted him to take me back to town, I was not interested in camping. I bit my tongue and moderated my voice but his answer sent me over the top. If I wanted to leave, walk.
For three days I had to put up with his attitude. When we got back he told a friend I was a dyke, not worth fucking. He never even tried. It took me six months to get fucked, but only after getting on my knees and giving him a blowjob. I eventually passed the exam, but I took it while pregnant with twin boys. I cook. I also have daycare duty. I also took his name. And I mostly keep my mouth shut. I am not who I thought I would be, I'm closer to who my parents want me to be. The men in my life are the focus of my attention. The big man, and the two little men. My place is at soccer practice in the stands with the other moms.
A dinner where my parents invited some friends over and during dinner an argument erupted over women's rights. I advocated loudly, the husband stood and shut me up calling me an albatross, not fit to eat. My mother called me away and from the kitchen we heard my father apologize to his friend and tell his friend that now that I was away from college I would meet the man who would put me in my place, he said 'fuck her like the bitch she is'.
I looked at my mother, she told me my mouth was going to ruin my life, that I was a bitch and I was one more outburst before my father threw me out. And yes, she agreed with my father,
I needed a good fucking from a man who wasn't going to take my shit.
I went upstairs and called a friend and went to her house. I moved out to stay with another friend. I flunked the state license exam. I got a job working as a draftsperson until I passed the exam. I met a man there who invited me to go camping. I camped with my parents, knew my way around the campsite. After setting up camp he told me to set up to cook, he was going to go catch some trout.
He came back and gave me fish to clean, to cook. I kept my mouth shut but I was getting angrier and angrier. He told me to clean up, and get my potty duty out of the way as we were hiking at first light. The tent was too small so I had to sleep beside him. I told him I wanted him to take me back to town, I was not interested in camping. I bit my tongue and moderated my voice but his answer sent me over the top. If I wanted to leave, walk.
For three days I had to put up with his attitude. When we got back he told a friend I was a dyke, not worth fucking. He never even tried. It took me six months to get fucked, but only after getting on my knees and giving him a blowjob. I eventually passed the exam, but I took it while pregnant with twin boys. I cook. I also have daycare duty. I also took his name. And I mostly keep my mouth shut. I am not who I thought I would be, I'm closer to who my parents want me to be. The men in my life are the focus of my attention. The big man, and the two little men. My place is at soccer practice in the stands with the other moms.
