I Have Strange Fantasies & Thoughts About My Ex GF Turning Into A Pig

An ex of mine left to go to grad school a few states over, ending our 3 year relationship. Ever since then, I went from missing her, to imaging her and that sexy body she is so proud of, that has supple breasts, great legs on her 5'10 frame, and a nice ass, being turned into a pig. Instead of pursing her career, she would be stuck as a disgusting sow in a sty, completely losing everything she had going for her, only having her mind left, but in the body of a pig. I would mock her for her transformation and then sell her to a large farm where they can do whatever they want with her, whether it be use her as a breeding pig, or make her into a bacon. Either way, her life would never be the same again and I would feel satisfied in knowing that instead of leaving and doing her own thing, she was stuck as a hog for the rest of her days, confined to a sty, no longer human at all anymore.