I Finally Feel Sexy In My Body

I was considered an attractive male once, slim, good skin, handsome, got a lot of girls, but still never felt good in my body or actually liked my looks. In my late teens, I developed more noticeable thoughts about my gender, as in increased disdain of my male features, and a growing envy of women's bodies. All the girls I was with and saw, I felt as much envy as I did attraction, if not more. I for awhile, tried different things to make myself feel better in my body, but nothing worked. I eventually got with an open minded girl who I expressed my feelings to,it was through her, I was able to discover more openly that I am trans. I spent a year or so holding it back because of fear of family backlash, but eventually I came out and transitioned, and now, love how I look. Along the way, I developed a stress eating habit too, as well as had a good appetite in general for once, perhaps too good, which led to me getting fat. I however feel much sexier as a fat woman than I ever did a slim, conventionally attractive guy. I pass well, have very large breasts, a fat ass, clothes I actually feel sexy in, and love having my breasts and ass touched and admired whenever it does happen. The quantity of sex isn't as high for me now as it was pre-transition, but the quality is higher.