Sperm Fetish

This is embarrassing but when I was in junior high I realized my older brother would jerk off into condoms and throw them in the waste paper bin next to his desk.

Mostly out of curiosity I took one to play with. I didnt open it, just kind of rubbed it between my fingers. I found it turned me on, being so gross and naughty, so I incorporated them into my masturbating.

I would put the cum filled bag on my face or in my mouth or rub it on my clit, thinking about the dirty i****t cum inside.

I even tucked one into my panties in the morning and went the whole school day with his cum pressed against my horny little vagina. I fantasized about it breaking and having my labia drenched in old smelly jizz.