Mad At Husband For Not Paying Attention To Me.

I have been so very horny lately. I like being horny, it usually lasts for a few weeks and if feels good-if I get to have sex, of course. And I usually can’t get enough for a few days. However I haven’t been getting any at all for like 2 weeks because my love has been not in the mood. I mean I totally understand and get it, I feel that way too sometimes. But I’m also horny and need his love. Sometimes I watch him while he sleeps picture us having the passionate sex we normally have. He’s over 30 years older than me, but that has never stopped him from thrusting me up against the wall (I remember one time he did this at the movies, it’s turning me on thinking about it.)

I masturbate, but it’s not even close to the same. Masturbation has only ever been an appetizer for me since I got with him. I can’t even get myself off properly. I need his tongue and his fingers. To feel his head and listen to him enjoying me before pounding me into the pillows. Putting me into position after position and just fucking me senseless. It’s been so long.

As I said, there are times when I’m not in the mood myself. But if it goes on for too long I always try to at least appease him a little with a blowjob or just letting him have it because I love him and don’t want him to be sexually frustrated. But here I am, sexually frustrated myself and I hate it.

There’s nothing like the pleasure of driving a man so crazy with your body that he loses all control and tries to bury his balls in you. I need this and miss this and don’t know what I’ll do if this goes on much longer