Loving Cousin

I had a female cousin who was very special. She was an angel, almost literally. She was a straight A student and I don't think she ever committed a sin in her lifetime. Just one of those sweet, innocent & noble people. When I was 15 and she was 14, she finally got some B cup boobs. When our family would go to visit her family each month on their farm, she, her little brother and I would play football just prior to us leaving. When it was my turn, I simply ran the ball and tried to score. When THEY were on offense, she played lineman and her little brother ran the ball. It meant that she had to try to block me & I would push up against her tits and rub them all over. We did that on every play. She would just look at me with an innocent smile.
It was the only sexual thing we ever did. I dream back now and think of all the things she and I could have and should have done on that farm with so much room to roam. I would give most anything now to be able to remember how we had kissed or explored each other's bodies. Sadly, she died at just 21. That perfect, sweet face never to be seen again. As good as she was, she may have passed on as a virgin. I wish I could have taught her to enjoy the pleasures she was denied. I love you, D.