What Was Good When I Was A Kid Is Good For Me Now

There was a time back in my youth when I did things that were not approved of. This happened off and on with the boy that lived next door. He liked to wrestle with me and get on my back and hump me. I wasn't strong enough to win and it was always a thing of waiting to lose and have him on my back. When his dick got hard and he humped up and down my crack I liked that and instinctively opened my legs to let his cock do what it was going to do. Almost every time it stopped when he came in his pants. That felt good too, when he came. He had a large wet spot on his pants and he would walk around with his shirt tail out to cover it up.

As things happen he let me see his cock when it got hard. He would open his pants and pull them down enough for his cock to stick out straight. Maybe because it is built into us, I wanted to and he let me suck his cock. I liked sucking his cock and he liked having me suck his cock, so I sucked his cock pretty often. It was on one of those days when I was sucking his cock that he had me pull my pants down and he sucked my cock and then we wrestled and he got on my back and his naked hard cock was in my naked butt crack and when he came his wet hot cum was on my back. I liked that. We did that again and again. We didn't have to wrestle, I pulled my pants down and pulled his pants down and he rubbed his cock up and down my crack and he came on my back.

We got a little older, enough older that he started to poke my butthole with his cock and I liked that and it took a long time before we found the position where he could push his cock into me, and I liked that. I learned just how to position myself and he learned how to position himself and we learned how to fuck. The more he fucked me the less I sucked him, in that sense it was a loss because I really liked to suck him. In our school there was lots of talk about queers at the time and we knew we were doing queer stuff but we didn't talk about it, we just did it.

After we left high school, he joined the Marines and I went onto college. I heard he was killed in Vietnam and I felt it, but I we were older and our secret died with him. It was college time and there were girls of every sort and as I got older I found that the younger new girls were easy prey and I fucked several of them. I had this one girl who was a little chubby type who would rub her tits all over me and one of the things I liked was when she got on my back she dug her clit into the crack of my ass. I liked it so she did it. She commented on it but I never told her that is what I did growing up. She just did it and I liked it. She had good tits too, and having her lean over me and rub me down with her tits was always nice, usually it ended when she rode me and I played with her tits while she slid up and down on my cock.

I married her. Why not, she was fun and we got along and we were graduating and getting married was the thing to do. We've lived a good life as most of the kids from my generation did. Some got divorced but our friends stayed married.

I got laid off in January of 2017 and never found a good enough job so I decided to retire. My wife continued to work and I had the day to myself. I met a man casually and we got to talking one day and telling secrets and I told him about my youth. He asked me if I liked it and I told him I did. He offered to see if I still liked it because he liked it too. His cock was big and hairy, thick and his cock head turned deep red purple when he got hard. The minute I held his cock in my hand I felt it, that need to suck him and I did. Maybe he was just charged up, maybe because I was sucking him the right way, maybe it was my hand on his cock, but what ever it was he triggered and he let go with a thick load of cum. Not the taste that I remembered, but I got over the taste really fast and swished his cum in my mouth before spitting it out.

I know that it is natural to either want to have a man on your back or get on a man's back, for me feeling him on my back is what I liked, back them, I liked it from my wife and I wanted him to get on my back. He was prepared and we used ample lubricants and his thick cock went into my ass as it was meant to do. That and his weight on me, and him fucking in and out, I lost control and came into the towel and he came into my ass. I hadn't had an orgasm like that since I was in high school. It is just the feeling of him ejaculating in me, I really like that, We are friends, as they say with benefits. We get together for an afternoon of fun, sometimes we watch a game or a movie and sometimes we just get together and go for it. I really like sucking his cock and really like having him get on top. If he sucks my cock that's fine too. It's being naked with him. We don't wrestle for it, but that would be fine too, I'm sure I would lose.