Punishment

I feel like i was Born in the wrong Time. Atleast when it comes to punishment Beacuse i really want a spanking. Lately i have gotten into spanking and i have spanked myself A couple of times But i want my mother to do it. But not like infront of People, only when we are Alone and in the basement Where Nobody Can see or hear us. The spanking Will Ofcurse be Made on How bad i have Been. But How Many Spanks and with what is up to my mom. I really want her to catch be spanking myself and Then Thinking: Mhhhh i need to punish him, by spanking him.
I know this Will always just be a silly Fantasy But i really want it to come to life. My mom and i have a close Bond But her spanking me Will get us so much closer.
I have lately looked at her and daydreamed about her smacking my Ass red with a Wooden spoon, or Maybe a belt. I really get off to this fantasy, But i want it to Be real. Should i tell her and if so How or should i keep it to myself ?