Straight Female / 27
I Am A Cheater And A Liar And I Hate Myself For It
As a 21 year old single girl I lost my job. I wasn't able to make rent and was being evicted, my neighbor across the hall let me camp out at his place for a few days to figure out my next steps. He got sexual with me and I ended up pregnant. He ruled out an abortion, and the idea of having a kid out of wedlock with an unstable mother led him to the only decision he could make. Get married. He was 12 years older than me, and all the adapting was on my side.
By the time the baby was born we had moved to a small house in the suburbs and he changed jobs. He left at 7, came home at 6:30, dinner was served at 7, the baby was put to bed, and we watched tv, bedtime at 10, sex at 10:15, snoring by 10:30. During the day I had my 72 year old neighbor, and a woman down the street with three kids. I was alone all day.
My husband listened to me tell him I was bored, so have more kids. Three kids by 25. My husband told me he was offered a job in St. Louis, so we moved. 25 with three kids in a new city I was lost. My husband was working long hours, traveling, he provided for us real well. It was at that time that I got involved with another man, he was a HVAC technician and he arranged his schedule to come by and see me. I cheated for months, planned day care, planned when he came by, we had sex.
I cheated on my husband, lied to my husband, the father of my children. I stopped, but I cheated. I felt bad, I had to confess to him, he froze me out for a while, sent me to a psychologist, I begged, begged not to be put on the street. He hired a lawyer, I was the cheater, I would lose control over my children.
My husband forgave me but my life has not returned to normal. What I want to say is to never lie to your husband, never let another man have sex with you. Men cheating is bad, but a wife cheating is the worst. My husband won't have sex with me. Because another man touched me.
By the time the baby was born we had moved to a small house in the suburbs and he changed jobs. He left at 7, came home at 6:30, dinner was served at 7, the baby was put to bed, and we watched tv, bedtime at 10, sex at 10:15, snoring by 10:30. During the day I had my 72 year old neighbor, and a woman down the street with three kids. I was alone all day.
My husband listened to me tell him I was bored, so have more kids. Three kids by 25. My husband told me he was offered a job in St. Louis, so we moved. 25 with three kids in a new city I was lost. My husband was working long hours, traveling, he provided for us real well. It was at that time that I got involved with another man, he was a HVAC technician and he arranged his schedule to come by and see me. I cheated for months, planned day care, planned when he came by, we had sex.
I cheated on my husband, lied to my husband, the father of my children. I stopped, but I cheated. I felt bad, I had to confess to him, he froze me out for a while, sent me to a psychologist, I begged, begged not to be put on the street. He hired a lawyer, I was the cheater, I would lose control over my children.
My husband forgave me but my life has not returned to normal. What I want to say is to never lie to your husband, never let another man have sex with you. Men cheating is bad, but a wife cheating is the worst. My husband won't have sex with me. Because another man touched me.
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