Straight Female / 22
Kept Me Sane
This happened two years ago. I was married for a little over a year and was 8 months pregnant with my first child. I grew up with strict religious parents and my husband was my first. Once my pregnancy started to show, though, he didn't want to have sex with me, no matter how I try to get him to. He works hard and I'm grateful for him, but I guess he just didn't find me desirable like that. The worst thing was, I was hornier when I was pregnant than I ever was before.
About 6 months into my pregnancy I met a middle aged but nice looking slim guy in a coffee shop. He came over to me and started talking. Said I looked sad, and asked what was wrong. I didn't tell him right away, but he seemed really nice, and he told me about himself. His wife died in a accident a few years before, and he finally got a settlement and was able to retire early. He was alone and still didn't date. I opened up about some of my problems. He invited me to come home with him, but I didn't that day. We exchanged numbers though, and a few days later I called him. We talked a few times on the phone. I found out he lived pretty close to me, and one day in December when my husband was at work I put on a coat with a hood and took a indirect walk to his house (I didn't want anybody to see my car parked in his driveway).
We talked awhile and I guess I was coming off desperate or whatever because he told me that he needed to tell me something. He said he was probably impotent because he's been taking antidepressants since his wife died. I won't go through what happened when we tried, but he was impotent. He said he'd love more than anything to go down on me though, and he did. It was my first time. My husband would never do it but I'm always expected to go down on him. God, I couldn't believe how great it felt. This guy was so eager, so glad to be down there is the only way I can describe it. I had two orgasms, both the best ones I've ever had in my life. He kept apologizing that he couldn't have intercourse, but in a way I was kind of glad because it felt like it wasn't really cheating (but it was I know).
I started walking to his house at least a couple times a week for the same thing. I guess I got addicted. He never asked me to go down on him in return and I never offerred. He just seemed very happy to do what he was doing. He paid attention to my whole body and he loved kissing my baby bump and told me how pregnancy brought out the best in me and how I'd be a great mom. After I had my baby I stopped seeing him, but we still talk by phone now and then. My sex life with my husband is back to normal but I still really miss what this man gave me. If my husband acts the same way on my next pregnancy, I can't promise myself I won't visit him again.
About 6 months into my pregnancy I met a middle aged but nice looking slim guy in a coffee shop. He came over to me and started talking. Said I looked sad, and asked what was wrong. I didn't tell him right away, but he seemed really nice, and he told me about himself. His wife died in a accident a few years before, and he finally got a settlement and was able to retire early. He was alone and still didn't date. I opened up about some of my problems. He invited me to come home with him, but I didn't that day. We exchanged numbers though, and a few days later I called him. We talked a few times on the phone. I found out he lived pretty close to me, and one day in December when my husband was at work I put on a coat with a hood and took a indirect walk to his house (I didn't want anybody to see my car parked in his driveway).
We talked awhile and I guess I was coming off desperate or whatever because he told me that he needed to tell me something. He said he was probably impotent because he's been taking antidepressants since his wife died. I won't go through what happened when we tried, but he was impotent. He said he'd love more than anything to go down on me though, and he did. It was my first time. My husband would never do it but I'm always expected to go down on him. God, I couldn't believe how great it felt. This guy was so eager, so glad to be down there is the only way I can describe it. I had two orgasms, both the best ones I've ever had in my life. He kept apologizing that he couldn't have intercourse, but in a way I was kind of glad because it felt like it wasn't really cheating (but it was I know).
I started walking to his house at least a couple times a week for the same thing. I guess I got addicted. He never asked me to go down on him in return and I never offerred. He just seemed very happy to do what he was doing. He paid attention to my whole body and he loved kissing my baby bump and told me how pregnancy brought out the best in me and how I'd be a great mom. After I had my baby I stopped seeing him, but we still talk by phone now and then. My sex life with my husband is back to normal but I still really miss what this man gave me. If my husband acts the same way on my next pregnancy, I can't promise myself I won't visit him again.
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