I Think I Discovered Something In Me

It has been a week since I've touched myself and finally had the chance last night. As usual and secretly around 2am, I pull my shorts off, no panties and pull my night gown up to free my tiny boobs. After watching some porn, I put lots of lube on my pussy and feels myself. I hid a new brush inside my pillow case and took it out. It's got a really long and thick handle so it feels freaking good. I imagine it's a dick and put it inside me oing in and out slowly and deep while touching my clit. I had planned to try and lay on my chest and do it like if a guy where to take me from behind. When I did, it felt amazing. I could feels tingles inside of me and even fuller. I imagined a guy on top of me going slow and rubbing my clit with the tip of his dick and I thought, "yep this is how I want to be taken someday"