Where Is He? The Love Of My Life
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Never, never try to find him.
If he learns the truth of that night ( which now he could if he sees and reads your confession ) he may be disappointed with you.
I've never tried to. I've walked through malls and looked at faces to see if maybe I could recognize him. When I went to college, every class I studied all the guys faces to see if he'd be sitting next to me, taking notes. The day I got married I waited. When the priest said Speak now or forever hold your peace, I closed my eyes and held my breath, hoping to hear a voice that would be his. It was silent. I exhaled and opened my eyes. Writing that story was the first time I spoke or wrote about it.
I did the same thing on graduation from high school, only I was an 18 year old boy, pretended to get plastered, then passed out in a spare room. Naked and passed out, six of my classmates fucked me, two of which were my close buddys, nothing was ever said, but I loved it.