I Was Attracted To My Son's Friend

I am a divorced arab mother of 3 boys. One day, my eldest son invited over a bunch of his friends -- just the usual. This time walks in a ridiculously handsome young boy: 5tf7 (probably) white boy with blue eyes and got dirty blonde hair with a fade and a combover. He was a future supermodel for sure with those looks. His body was kind of slim -- you know he is still not a fully grown man. Later I discovered out he was quite fit and chiseled yet slim.
He was polite, sweet and had a cute smile and a raspy voice and he called me maam most of the time. I don't know what hit me at that moment but I felt like I crushed on him instantly like a silly young girl. Usually, I am quite conservative about greeting my son's friends -- I just say hi and occasionaly shake their hands and that's it. This boy went for a hug (a friendly greeting sort of hug). So I did hug him, I really did want to and I went for a proper snug hug with hand patting on tge back not a far away hug. Nothing happened afterwards through the entirety of his stay at home.
A few days later, and on my son’s Instagram account, I found him tagged on a picture they both were in. I then did what seemed quite weird which was I followed him on Instagram and not a few minutes later he followed me back – I was like wow okay not sure what this would like for him and others but I didn’t think it through much. Anyways, a few days later he posted a shirtless story flexing his body after a wrestling workout – I was shocked to see that he was quite chiseled and got nice abs and tone which wasn’t apparent first time due to him wearing clothes. I replied to that story by saying “you are quite fit and healthy”. Later that night he replied saying “thank you, I’m a wrestler that’s why I got this body” and he sent another message saying “you look quite fit yourself, you must be doing some sort of sports”. I took that as a compliment, bear in mind my body is curvy just about the right amount, I do casually run – which I told him. He proceeded to ask me about my day and what I am doing right now to which I told him I am just sitting in front of the TV what about you. He told me he was chilling in bed -- I found myself replying by “Oh really?” which is kinda awkward for a response to what he said. Next thing you know he is sending me a picture of him with his boxers only in bed captioned “bored”. He had the audacity to send me such a pic, usually, I would have blocked him but really he was such a good looking boy. I then told him “you look quite fit for your age. I am impressed”. He replied “I still got another thing impressive to show you” – my heart beat so fast and I had a hunch of what he was talking about. I had a chance to end this madness once and for all but I was way more curious to keep chatting on and in actuality I was aroused. Next thing you know, he sends me a nude!
The boy was at least 7 inches hung, thick and erect and he was staring down the camera in the picture. He was shaved too -- why would a boy his age be smooth down there unless he has sex or shows of his cock frequently. I left him on seen until he told me so what do you think about me now? I still didn’t reply. He sent me a video of him stroking his thick hung white cock seductively as he is looking in the camera – I didn’t reply but I was turned on at this point and started touching myself. He kept sending and I kept watching and rubbing my pussy. After a while he made me cum – without saying a word just by watching him masturbate for me. I felt so naughty and kinky and guilty thinking of what has happened. But I forgive myself, he was sexy!