Pregnant With Husbands Brother

I know right away I'm in the wrong. I've been in the wrong for nearing 3 years now. I love my husband, really I do. He's a nice man, very reliable, stable, overall a good guy. But he is lacking in the manhood department. I've been pretty much faking my orgasms with him for 3 years of dating and 2 years of marriage. I found out 2 years ago on my birthday where the rest his "manhood" was, on his brother.

I was throwing a small family party for my birthday at our house. My husband does often work late-night or over-night and despite me begging him to not to go in, he went anyways. As the night went on my husbands brother, Matt, did have a few too many so I offered him to stay on the couch. He agreed and the night pretty much came to a close.

I woke up at around 3-4 AM to the sound of the shower being on. That's usually what my husband does when he gets home. Now sometimes to be cute, I'd join my husband in the shower. So I get undressed and started heading to the bathroom. I quietly open the door and because we have those privacy sliding glass door all I saw was a out line of the body so I couldn't tell who it was. I slide open the door and he jumped and he yelled to where I found out it was Matt. I had completely forgotten that I told Matt he could stay over. So I was trying to cover myself as he was using the door to hide. As I was apologizing I noticed something on the glass it's self. It was his dick and it was growing and my eyes kept getting drawn to it. He had to have noticed I was looking because he stepped back from the glass and grabbed a towel. Just enough time for me to see his cock full erect and I just said to myself silently, "wow". We talked back and forth saying sorry and very sheepish I asked, "So umm, that thing, just how big is it?" He replied, "Just a bit over 8 inches, why?". Without thinking I just said, "Mind if I see it?". He drops his towel showing it all off and my hand just moved on it's own and I grabbed it. I go, "sorry, it's not everyday I see something like this." He says, "Oh does my brother not measure up?" I didn't say anything but I started stroking it. I was totally hypnotized by his cock my body just couldn't turn away from his cock. Before I knew it, I was sucking his cock. I should have stopped when I realized I was naked on my own bathroom floor sucking my husbands' brothers' cock but it didn't.

All I said was, "Follow me" and I lead him to the bedroom. I get onto my bed on my back and next he opened my legs and started eating me out. Nothing I'm not used to but for some reason this felt so much better. The sucking on my clit, his tongue licking every inch inside my pussy. I feel him grab my legs and hold them back. I see him aim his dick towards my pussy and he slowly goes into me. I moan out for real for this time and it felt so damn good. Every pump he made I felt him go deeper and harder to the point of me pretty much making noises I didn't even know I could make. Its been about 5 minutes and this is when normally my husband would cum and stop but Matt showed no signs of stopping. As he's fucking me he asks if I wanted to ride on top and I was feeling to good to reply so I didn't say anything. He leans in, grabs my back and pulls me forward to where I realize I'm on top and he's on his back. I shift to get into a better position and then I start moving my hips. I use his chest for leverage and I go up and down his cock as far as could but his 8 inches felt endless. I could barely move without my husband slipping out but now I have room to spare. I felt him move his hips and he went deeper and faster until I started feeling my body shake and before I knew it I was cumming all over him, screaming. He pulls me off his cock and gets behind me, gets my ass in the air and starts fucking me doggy. Pulling my hair and really hitting my ass red. Goes faster and faster till he pulls out, flips me over, starts jerking off and cums all over my chest and face. Goes without saying the next morning felt pretty awkward. My husband ended up coming home around 8am even commented on the smell of the room that I didn't notice smell like sex and I just said it was a new air freshener.

The point to ALL of that was because I had been seeing Matt on and off for the following years. As of a few month ago I had talked about having a kid with my husband and as of 2 weeks I had missed my period and been having weird urges as of late. The weekend I did a home test I came back positive for my pregnancy. My husband and I have sex but it's pretty rare but this is right in line when the last time I saw Matt. He had cum in me but it wasn't the first time and it was fine. I'm almost certain it's Matt's.

I know this makes me a awful person but I can't help it. I had my urges as a woman and he filled those urges. I definitely took it too far but I'm currently very torn on it.