Being A Sissy Again

So my family is out again, which means I get to try being a sissy again. I decided to try and sissygasm so I found our largest silicone spatula, lubed it up, and after plenty of stretching with fingers, I penetrated my anus with it. It was about tow inches around, and 7 long (same length as my cock). I found my prostate pretty quickly, but as I fucked myself I realized that while I felt pleasure, I wasn't close to cumming. It was a different kind of pleasure, one that felt amazing but didn't lead to orgasm. My little cock stayed perfectly soft, and oozed clear precum as I fucked, but I didn't feel cum in my future. This went on for about an hour, before I decided to switch gears.

I decided to try and take the whole handle in my ass, which I did with a lot of lube. I then switched to fingers, and managed to fit four in before my boi-pussy maxed out. Despite all of this, I still couldn't cum. But I'm ok with that because sissies don't get to cum unless they get fucked by a real man. I cleaned my body off in the shower, and dealt with my mess. I'm now sitting around the house in my mom's slutty panties, black and transparent with cream lace edges and a sweet little bow above my dick. I wish one of you men could come and take my virgin ass, pounding harder and deeper than a toy ever could. I would invite you into my house, greeting you at the door with a sweet kiss, then lead you into my parents bedroom. I would shave my pubes and boi-pussy, and wear these sexy panties until you take them off to finally fuck me!