Finally Grown Up

Do you ever feel inadequate? Since I first gave it to a boy at church, until I got involved with this man, I always felt I had control. This man has destroyed that, when he is done, note when he is done, I am starting to figure out what is going on. He keeps me waiting, he tells he what he wants me to do, he has expectations of me, he decides, I do.

I'm not complaining, I was a girl, now I'm a woman. His words not mine.